i want to call you and tell you everything’s that’s wrong

and maybe I would if i a little more to drink

but im scared you could finally call me crazy

if i did

but there’s this drumming in my head like the drumming in my heart

and id give so much for it to stop

but absolutely anything for you to say

i love you

it’ll be okay

but now i don’t know about anything anymore

i wish i was someone’s favorite person

cause i feel so alone

i wish i was your favorite person

and if i were to tell you that

would you even know

that under my heart is scribbled your name

over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over

because you are the sun to my sea

warming the placing only i can see

calling out to the things you don’t yet know

creeping into places still cold