You messed up once
why do it again?
The lesson was learned,
then you tore it to shreds.
The family we had
is no longer there,
the family that's now
seems easily not spared.
What do we have to do
to make you smile?
Are we even good enough,
or am I in denial?
The things you want
were the things you had.
Maybe it would've been better
if only you stayed with dad.
Well you became the reason..
The reason I was sad...
Now i see this again
and it only makes me mad..
When will you learn,
that we've got feelings too?
You're supposed to be my mom...
Please,
don't make me hate you...