i jump,
you say its not high enough.

i run,
you say faster.

i am not enough.
you have made it clear.

"harder."
"better"
"nicer"
"are you even trying?"

you know i am.

i cannot push harder,
because i am empty now.

i am holding onto a ledge,
trying not to fall,
and you say
"why wont you just get up?"

so i
decide
to
fall.