I never wanted to wither I never wanted to fade I never wanted to lose my light I never wanted to create a mess
So I decided not to bloom I decided not to feel I stayed in the dark which complemented my light perfectly
I never meant to fly I liked the solid concrete I was standing on in the darkness, with no way to distinguish myself from my shadow - I felt satisfied.
But you came around; your light a lot brighter than me you dazzled me by your brilliance and showed me there was another way to be
Your words pulled me out- one step at a time your light kept me blinded enough to keep me from seeing where i was going
Slowly and slowly you took down all the walls i had put up to let my spark in
Together we burnt bright enough to light our own little galaxy somewhere along the line i started losing myself in you
Like a star twinkling in noon like a drop goes unnoticed when it falls in sea. We talked about our future you told me about the place you came from
And we planned how the walls of our home will be decorated w my poems, how you'll sing me to sleep and make the wind jealous
But like every sweet dream that ends too soon the bitter reality came crashing in and the storm took away my light you somehow managed to keep yours still aflame
Right after the storm had passed you promised your light will be enough to keep us from drifting apart
But in the middle of our laughter your mind would go to the place you had come from and it was then when i started losing you
The more i tried to hold on to you the more burnt i got i was so scared to lose you that i realised one day i will
I could never be a part of your world but i no longer wanted to alienate you from it so i withdrew back to the darkness i had always known
but this time with no spark to help me coexist w it i felt myself getting swallowed with my last breath i wished you nothing but happiness
I never meant to witter I never meant to fade I never wanted to lose my light but i admit i made a mess
**your love ****** me more than You'll know but no sweeter damnation I could have ever got