2003: I stayed safe, close to home 2004: I lost my first love 2005: I pursued a goal and achieved it 2006: I went along with the pressure 2007: I got married 2008: I tried, but I disappointed 2009: I tried more, but I disappointed 2010: I felt joy for the only time in my life 2011: I worked, but I ran out of steam 2012: I got divorced 2013: I lost my Christian faith 2014: I lost my faith in love 2015: Something good, I hope