to watch the laughter play across your face
is to watch the sun rise finally break across the horizon

i miss you more than words can say
more than the stars miss the moon
more than grass miss the rain
more than you could ever imagine

behind my eyes
you're so clear

when i open them
i almost expect you
to be laying there
next to me

but each time
there's only empty space
to match my empty
heart

i can't seem to breathe without your touch


i can't seem to live without you here

i miss you
so much
it's almost
*paralyzing

Is there anyway I could just die without really dying?
Maybe all my atoms could just simply be absorbed back into earth
They could create something more useful and pretty
Maybe my soul could be swept up in the wind
It could whisper sweet messages to all those who need it
Maybe my pain could create a deep, engulfing canyon
And all those who come across it could understand why