you are a summer night

the way you keep me up

so hot the sheets stick to me

i have to open the windows,

take off all my clothes

morning comes and i still

feel you on my skin

**** you.

Thats all you are,
From your hair to your hips
It makes me want to do flips

These demons make me not care
These demons make me...
want to tear your clothes apart
Something about your smile
Something about your legs
Its like your stacking pegs
Getting no where
because caring is something
that isn't their


I love the way you look at me when were done
I love the way your body looks when your on top
I love the way you look
I love the way
I love the
I love
No!
I lust

smile they say
it'll make everything okay
pretend everything is okay they say
and it'll be okay .
but that smile never makes it okay...
and that pretend it's okay you give everyone to ease the pain always seems to hurt more every time you say ...it's okay.. and when the world starts to see through your saying. you just have to find that last bit of courage inside and say... Really I'm fine.
smile they say...it's going to be okay.

oh father open my eyes to the things unseen.
help me to see your ways that are not of mine
for the heart is the most deceptive
deceiving me in the ways that I never thought were possible.

ha does it not make you laugh to know that the very thing that keeps you alive can bring your life to an
end .

like wowww thanks heart for
another beat to my dooms day.



oh father let my eyes not device

would you share with me what you don't have.
would you share with me what I didn't deserve
My heart my mind  my soul says no
but somehow something deep inside of me wants to believe that maybe just maybe you Would.
for the hearts speaks louder then words...
and compassion lives inside of us
whether we allow it or not