No one blamed me
No one trapped me
I have imprisoned myself

In this room I'm safe
my ears filled with static noise
I'm safe
Here I'll grow up
I'll get old
But I know
that I will always
always
rot
In heaven.

urge
urge to slit to destroy to ****
all these empty voids i need to fill
missing these emotions i used to feel
weird sensation in the dead cells
necro
nero
a fallen god of death
fall from grace
tear down your face
smear it all over the place
i bathe in it
your blood
be mine

it's your time to shine, baby

this is killing me this is killing me this is killing me
barricaDEAD
trapped between
four walls

I can't feel a thing besides
loneliness
im such a leech
i deserve this

going back to the army tomorrow
all i feel, thinking about that
is sorrow

Carve your love
all over my skin
carve your love
blood on my skin

hate me
hate me
hate me

“Naked I came from my mother’s womb,
    and naked I will depart.
The Lord gave and the Lord has taken away;
    may the name of the Lord be praised.”

My eyes sewn shut
I just can't handle this anymore
I'm so sorry, there is no purpose
to live for.

A mouth is screaming
everyone is hearing
no one is listening
the lights are on but
no one is in the house

we live for
we sacrifice for
we suffer for
we die for
what?

Dissolving in the air
I wish I were
I wish I were

I think I'm the only one
making this pain severe
i'm not in depression
depression is in my mind
i make myself depressed
my
mind
is
so
messed
up.

It's friday and I'm too tired and sick to see the world outside,
anyone I meet makes me disappointed and angry

Atleast I have my ****
but that is sad too
because even my *****
won't stand up.

rotting
corpses all around me
cleansed of all that is
good and evil
judgement
no longer exists
we're alone to walk this earth
with nothing but fists
held high

a desperate cry for justice
solstice
turn around the page
for a blank new start

this is the time
the world is ours
to change
the future is strange
but holds great secrets
a pandora box
this is it
this is
the new order

red.
freckles.
blue, shining
I.
see.
through you,
and I believe god has perfect timing

We are in this together
this is for the hearts still beating
passion, devotion, loving
struggling against the same life we're fearing
we're in this together
looking out for each other
they say all we love we leave behind
life is not each to his own, or so I'd like to think
I always keep my friends in mind
it's our time to shine.