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You say I deserve better,
but I feel like you mean
I don't deserve you.
You reek of cigarettes, whiskey,
and regret.
You try to drink away
the feelings,
the thoughts.
But no matter what you do
the feeling you could've done
something different
lingers in your head.

Why did you wait?
Why did you run?
Why were you scared?

Now you lay there
half alive
seeking your answers
from the bottom of
the bottle.
 Feb 2013 Pearly Whites
Morgan
Lost in decorated journals
resting on my night stand
Strategically spaced all around
last years Civics notes
Wedged between Great Expectations
& a dictionary on a book shelf in my bedroom
Cycling through the washing machine
tucked inside the back pocket of my jeans
Crushed under the weight of my dresser
Hidden under a pile
of paperwork in my car 
Words drenched in so much
unadulterated pain
Years of twisted agony,
aching to be forgotten
Once dark brown matte lips
Now covered in a shiny gloss
Soft like babies skin
Puckered so perfectly
Deep brown eyes
Seeming endless like the ocean
Full of their mystery
Calloused hands
Much larger then mine
On the back of my neck
The other on the small of my back
Pulling me closer
There's no space between us
No sound
Except our rugged breathing
His hands move up my spine
My back arches
Chest rising
His lips move from my mouth
I opened my eyes in disappointment
The good feeling is gone
They move down my neck
His hand traces my jaw
Down my body to my hips
I let out a moan of pleasure
He responds my continuing to kiss me
He eventually moves to my stomach
The tension between us starts rising
A whole new level of ecstasy
No drug could compare to this
We needed it.
We craved it.
His eyes now locked on mine.
He started to explore on his own
Pinning me down
He has his way with me.
When he's done
He cradled me up in his lap.
Like a mother with her child
Back and forth he rocked me
Till we both fell asleep
With a smile of satisfaction
On each of our faces
 Feb 2013 Pearly Whites
Hilda
O lonely house by which I stand!
Chilling rain mingles with heartbroken tears.
Stabbed by death's cruel mocking hand
As time unfurls her once dazzling years.

Windows staring, dark empty eyes
Bygone days radiated amber glow.
Time rushes, and yesterday dies
From yearning grasp fades years of long ago.

Tiny feet patter on worn stairs
As ghosts of half forgotten tabbies play,
Oblivious to the world's cares'
Now mouldering in sodden beds of clay.

Sunlight once shimmered ev'ry pane
Casting forth her radiant honeyed rays
Where muffled drum beats winter rain
Echoing forever lost yesterdays.

Rooms with rosy-hued lamplight glowed
Wherein people talked and sang all banished
Golden laughter rang, voices flowed
In cold files of time suddenly vanished.
Life's fragile vase broken.
Kind words die unspoken.


*~Hilda~
 Feb 2013 Pearly Whites
Hilda
No longer weep for me when I am gone,
Nor gaze upon this stiffened corpse once more.
Shadows slanting worn sundial on the lawn
Remind you sadly of sweet days before.
Bring me no flowers to wilt and decay
As if toys as this comfort to me gain.
Can such thy sufficient love relay
When I in my eternal sleep be lain?
Neath rugged yew tree's shade ne'er more to wake.
As unceasing ages roar forth their rage
Each ephemeral bubble too must break.
Unloose the prisoned linnet from her cage!
Roll on thou raging storm of blackest life
In all thy fury of vain human strife!

*~Hilda~
 Feb 2013 Pearly Whites
Hilda
Golden ev'ning light
reminds of approaching spring
anticipation.

        
**Hilda
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