37 seconds
that's all it took before I hung up the phone
that's all it took for me to see that you didn't care
at least not like you used to

so much silence
normally our silence is comfortable and filled with love
normally our silence breaks with laughter
but not this time

we said that we were ok
we said that we were gonna be fine
so how then does everything feel so broken

Sometime i wish people could understand me.
I wish they could see the world through my eyes.
Hear the numbing noise and the embracing silence through my ears.

I wish I could express myself so they could understand
Why i like to be alone, why i like soft music and why i like odd things.
Instead of judging me like a book they haven't read.

But sometimes I'm glad they can't understand me,
it makes me feel like a work of art
hard to understand but with an indescribable mysterious
beauty.

that only free spirited people,
can appreciate.

Theres nothing I enjoy the most than silence.
Still sweet silence.
When I can hear my thoughts and my heartbeat.

The cold weather and the warm silence
Make me appreciate the beauty of this world.
I see no violence, no tears, no death.
Only a happy silence.

The tranquility
The joy
The peace
That silence brings.

It makes me feel free.

A kiss dissected,
A gentle worship of your mouth,
That warm place my lips called home

Love
It's like a peaceful white dove
Attacking you and ******* emotions at you from above
It makes you go crazy and insane
And when you've been defeated and ripped to shreds,
You feel like disappearing and pulling the trigger on your brain

If someone ever told you life is easy and happy,
I'm sorry but they are lying.
There is no such thing as a happy and easy life.  
Babies live a hard life too trying to learn how to survive without talking.
Kids live a hard life too trying to learn how to multiply and divide.
Teenagers live a hard life too trying to find themselves.
Adults live a hard life too trying to work for a "good" life.
Elders live a hard life too trying no to forget the hard life they once lived.

Life would be pointless living if it was all easy and happy.
Life is a series of consecutive disappointments.
The point of living such a miserable life is to work hard to make it good, to make it happy and to make it worth living.
Dreams are the path that we should all follow to get to the life we desire to live.