Rest well, my love
I have so much restlessness to give you
But you need to be there for it
Sleep well, my love
Because our darling dearest daughter won't care if you do
Eat well, my love
All the chocolate you want
Keep sweet on those bones
Laugh well, my love
I will provide you with many tears
Smile well, my love
You need the practice
Pray well, my love
In all your loneliness, in all my absence
You will always find Him
Stay healthy, stay strong
Love God, live long
Love me, and be
At peace
Amen

The way you smile when you look at me
- How you can fall in love with me all over again while I'm walking down the stairs
- How you honestly care about making me happy
- The way your blue eyes light up in the sun
- The long, gentle kisses you give my hands
- The sweatpants that you let me borrow
- How often you tell me you miss me

5 days
It felt like such a while away
I never thought you would love me this long

I'm a Christian
Not a Creationist
I'm a Helper
Not a Homophobe
I'm Righteous (Or I try to be)
Not racist
I'm a Believer
Not a Belittler
I love
Not laugh
I try
Not tease
I decide
Not to discriminate
I hate
Hate
I'm A Christian
Not an *******
And no matter what YOU believe
Those two do not have to be synonymous
I BELIEVE
In a God that created us Different but Equal
In a God that Loves
In A God who created my Universe
Whether it happened in 7 days
Or billions of years
The Bible does not have to be LITERAL
And Evolution does not have to be RULED OUT
I believe in Science
And I believe in Salvation
I believe in God
And I believe in the Human Genome
I believe in Equality
And I believe in Forgiveness
I believe in Mistakes
And I believe in Miracles
I believe in Love
No matter where it's found
And I believe that Loving Athiests
Will go to Heaven before Hateful Christians
I BELIEVE IN A LOT OF THINGS
I BELIEVE IN GOD
And that doesn't have to mean
That I'm Homophobic
That I'm Racist
That I'm CRAZY
That I'm Mean
That I'm Narrow-Minded
Or that I'm Perfect
BECAUSE I'M NONE OF THESE THINGS
I hate Hate
But I still Hate
Because I'm Human
And I Fail
And I KNOW that I Fail
And I Fix
And I Forgive
Because I believe in a God
That believes in Me

Dear Diary, can you see me?
Can you feel the pain I feel?
Can you feel the pain through my words?
Will my heart and soul ever heal?
Dear Diary, can you tell me,
Why I feel so sad?
Why my father did this?
Destroyed all I had.
Dear Diary, can you help me?
Can you erase my life?
Can you make me happy?
Erase all my strife?
Dear Diary, are you there?
Can you set my spirit free?
Can you **** me, Dear Diary?
Can you make it ok to 'be'?
Dear Diary, can you help me?

People say it can't be true
But I believe that I love you
People gawk and ahh and ooh
But I'm convinced you love me too
People think that I'm too young
Desperately to your arm I clung
They say we should wait to be together
And no matter how it hurts
I can't help envisioning forever

I love you
And I'm not afraid to show it
And I'm young
But I'm not afraid to know it
You love me
And I finally believe you
And I think I
Finally found the courage to keep you