Paige

Paige Oct 2014

I just smoked a bowl
and inhaled a pink piece
of cake past one a.m.
I don't even like cake.
I am sick sick sick.
Can't breathe.
It hurts to smoke but
I still do.
I have my favorite caramel
scented candle burning
on my desk,
and I'm about to lay down.
Try to fall asleep while
I still have a buzz.

Paige Oct 2014

One

'Cause you are the only one
and all my friends have gone to find
another place for their hearts collide.
Just promise me you'll always be
a friend.
'Cause you are the only one.

Ed Sheeran - one
Not mine but so pretty

#one #edsheeran

Paige Oct 2014

Catch

Sometimes I am angry
that I'm not in love
with my life.
In fact,
I hate it 90% of
the time.
I've always wanted more,
but mostly just
happiness.
And around here,
finding happiness is like
finding money on the ground.
It doesnt happen very often,
and it never lasts long.
I think somewhere along
the way I lost my grip
and I watched as my life
tumbled out of my hands.
Every day I wake up
and hope that I'm suddenly
just going to catch it again.
So far, no luck.

Paige Oct 2014

Hopeful

One thing that I hope
never changes is the
way I feel when I
lay down next to you,
and lay my head on your
chest like it's a pillow.
I hope that you always
miss me when I'm gone,
and smile when you see me.
I hope that we always love
each other as much as we do
right now.

Paige Oct 2014

A few minutes

I think I saw you
looking at me,
as I hopped out of
my car to pump gas.
I didn't actually think
it was you.
My heart was beating
a million miles an hour.
I wonder if yours was too.

Paige Oct 2014

Peaches

I am anxiously waiting
to go pick him up.
Smoking all of my cigarettes,
reading Bukowski,
and wishing I had a joint.
I miss his lips,
his laugh,
and a little more than
I'm willing to share.
I miss my peaches.

Paige Oct 2014

*******

Today I feel like the
**** of a joke.
I feel like I'm back in
high school but not for
good reasons.
I don't like being talked to
in a condescending way
like I am nothing but a
burn out loser who deserves
no better than to go work
in fast food once I lose this job.
No, I'm not just going to walk
out of this place like an *******
quitter.
I may not be where I want to be
in life yet,
but just because I'm not
in College and my parents
don't pay for things
doesn't mean I won't succeed.
*******.

I hate working with all women.