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Paige Oct 2014
I know I never should've
had any expectations,
but **** if I had
and if I was single and
invested,
I would be highly disappointed.
Dating *****.
Being single and getting to
know someone and letting
them know you,
and nothing coming from it
*****.
I truly empathize if you're
going through this
right now.
It's a stupid system.
I really am lucky to have
someone I can rely on
not to bail on me,
to love me for me.
I'm sorry but guys have
just turned into disappointments.
Stay single ladies.
The dating pool is full
of sharks.
Paige Oct 2014
I am the type of girl who
dances like a diva
in her ratty car
to bad music.
Wakes up in a bad mood
for no reason on a beautiful
day,
and cries because her shoe strings
got in a knot.
I bite my nails,
and pull my hair and
smoke too much ***.

I will never be perfect
but I'll still be great.
Paige Oct 2014
We finally went on that
date we had always talked about.
We met where we first met again
after 4 years.
We took his car and he told me
about his cross country road trip.
We went to a Japanese restaurant
and I tried some new food,
and we talked about
books, music, and our lives
in less than a summed up way
of what has happened in the
time we were apart.
We split the check,
and headed back.
I enjoyed hearing his voice
and looking at him,
and how comfortable I became
around him.
When we got back to my
sister's place that she shares
with her fiancé,
I left for a bit to get food
for Dan, because he's practically
crippled right now,
and a blunt for my cruise home
later that night.
When I got back he was gone.
No good bye.
No hug.
No possibility of a kiss,
that's been in the making for
years.
I don't think he had a good time.
Maybe, he realized he didn't
really like ME.
I don't know what else to say.
My feelings are hurt again
by a guy that I'm not even
with.
Story of my life huh?
Paige Oct 2014
I know that all it would
take is one word,
and a conversation
would begin.
And maybe I could
think about something else.
But
that still feels like
driving on an icy road.
I'm just scared to find out
which it's going to be.
Bad or good.
Although.
I think I'd end up feeling
the same,
either way.
Paige Oct 2014
I think I'm finally
ready to move on.
It was so easy to be
wanderlust when I didn't
know where you are.
But I do now.
It would never be the same again,
even if we both wanted it to be.
Our lives have moved in
two opposite directions,
and I can see clearer now
that we will never be an us.
It's sad but true.
I'm letting go of you.
Paige Oct 2014
He just sits there quietly
as I am talking away.
Suddenly,
I missed you.
Conversations were something
that just happened.
You loved my stories,
and would always chime in
with your own.
We were always talking.
I wanted to know everything
about you,
and I think you wanted to
know everything there is
about me.
  Oct 2014 Paige
Morgan
the scariest thought in the world is the possibility that I will never meet an other person who makes me feel as much as you did & I'll walk around forever with this hungry pit in my soul
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