Sometimes I don't need

either wine, coffee or tea

I just want to lie down

and enjoy being just me

I was there

here I am now

nothing has changed

no 'somehow'



but the heart's purity

to which I bow

love draws us closer

l'll never let you down

Love  like burps, yawns and sneezes just happens,
Nature's way.

Before I can reach out to others

I must be able to reach within me

the foundation must precede the building

only this will make for my credulity

sound of wings flapping
butterfly on window pane
see the flowers bloom.
19/10/2021

......but I am into the moment and don't think whether I am happy or not--- happiness is but a word-- meaning is found in my engagement with what's required of me by the moment.  I enjoy doing 'my thing', in my silence, unnoticed---it's just me in deepest absorption--time I forget, even my self.

If I have applied my best, in honesty and earnestly,  perhaps I would realise that state but I don't go around seeking the elusive happiness