Tonight,
As you reach the airport,
I'll be home,
Wishing you wouldn't leave.

Tonight,
As you pass the custom,
I'll be home,
Wishing I passed your mind; for once at least.

Tonight,
As you board the plane,
I'll be home,
Wishing you stayed.

I'm hoping you saw,
The way I looked at you,
The desire I had for you,
The smile that shone, just for you.

I'm hoping you felt,
What I have for you,
The excitement when you appeared,
The disappointment as you left.

I'm hoping you know,
The feelings I've garnered for you,
While you held her waist,
Smiling brightly as ever.

I summoned us alone
Until you decided
I was wasting your time
Then you were out of line
I want you to take it back this instant
The shadows will arise
I'm saying this to you now
Now am I wasting your time?
You want to shine upon everyone
Am I enough for your enlightenment
Instant access to keep flight
High volume of traffic In our relationship
Stopping to hold us down
But your other lover did this
I summoned you away
Until you've decided who you want
I was wasting your time
Then you were out of line

Deregulation of the day, Hey say we both give a message for weeks to come
Ending up with a dusty note, we are not going to worry just stick to what we know
Disengaging through the day, I don't know what to say

The lamppost was on the left
Except only the forest was next filled with beer cans and foam cups
It was dark and mysterious
Feeling like a dilirious boy
I leaped over the fence
Finding myself as a dog in a cage kneeling periodically to the darkness
Shadows leak against the trees
The beer cans are gone
All the garbage is gone
My soul is gone
I jumped back over the fence
In the hollow street
Fog lines up on the side
I start to walk
stalking the voices in my head
The street turned to dirt
Feeling lost at street
Maybe I need a drink
But sometimes I just want the little things
Running through the fog
Leaning against my old friends
They know I was lost and want to help me
They walk among other shadows
Leaking up the street into a swamp

I knew you had at me first
But at last I'm gone
I'm free at last
I gave you my info and you threw it away
I called you a ****** and you stayed and played
How do I know if this is okay?
Fraying away a while ago but Id be up right after you'd say
There are lost souls in the crossroads
Life is what you make it
If you fall, you'll lose
You grow, fold and glow between the crust
Suicide is just something you can take
Not something that you should fake
It slams and hits your face
Now you're awake
Aware of your surroundings
I knew you had at me first
But at last I'm gone