I had no idea what was happening

Tucked cozily beneath a blanket,
You had your arm around my waist
My legs were on your lap
And my head rested on your chest

I hadn't the faintest idea then
That deep within, my heart started to mend

You're the only part of me I've ever loved
and I hate you for it.

"One last shot,"
"One last shot?"
"It numbs the pain,"
"You'll go insane."

"One last drag,"
"One last drag?"
"It helps me breathe,"
"But I see you heave."

It's been quite a ride
And boy, I am tired.

My love never mattered to you
You never really were true.

So now I'm letting go
Of the boy that I loved so

Love was enough when I was enough
The moment I felt your hand slipping away
I just knew then
I was no longer enough

It had always been yours
You just never wanted it

They asked how I've been

I didn't really have to say anything--
There was not one person in the room
Who didn't hear my heart breaking