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chris Nov 2016
is it normal to hate yourself this much
chris Nov 2016
you said please don't give up on me

but it's kind of funny,

since you ended up being the one to give up on me
chris Nov 2016
i want a relationship where my partner
knows im not perfect,
but loves me for who i am
chris Dec 2016
and the more I drink the more I think about you
chris Nov 2016
"it *****,
doesn't it.

feeling like
you're not
good enough"
chris Nov 2016
u won't find the right one until u let the wrong one go
chris Jan 2017
words can't describe
my feelings for you
chris Nov 2016
you have this wonderful power to make choices, make the ones that get you where you want to be.
chris Feb 2017
"i feel myself changing.
i don't laugh the same
anymore, i don't smile
the same, or talk the same.
i'm just so tired of everything."
chris Dec 2016
i'm stuck again
chris Oct 2017
my selfishness that couldn't let you go




turned into an obsession that imprisoned you
chris Feb 2016
“time might separate us some day.
but even still, until then,
let’s stay together”
-hotarubi no mori e
chris Nov 2016
I just hope she's what you want
chris Dec 2016
i haven't slept well,
since you've left me

your jacket still hangs
on the chair that you
had sat in..but now it's
cold, just like my heart
which was once warm

now it has bled all its
warmth and happiness
chris Jan 2017
“he doesn’t know what he lost”..
chris Jan 2017
sometimes i feel it would be better
for me to just disappear
chris Dec 2016
-

you held my hand
and i was yours
i tightened my hold
and you let go of me
chris Jan 2017
“you can’t force love”
chris Nov 2016
i wanna wake up
where you are
chris Dec 2016
how many times should i apologize
how many times should i cry
chris Dec 2016
IM SO **** TIRED

OF FEELING THIS BROKEN
chris Nov 2016
.





and then i stood there
alone
feeling like
i was
nothing
chris Nov 2016
i wanted          more,

sweetheart

             but
somehow we reached the end
chris Nov 2016
"I hope you realize that one day, I won't be waiting for you anymore."
chris Mar 2017
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THEY ALWAYS SAY TO HELP OTHERS
BUT HOW CAN I POSSIBLY HELP OTHERS
WHEN I CAN’T EVEN HELP MYSELF?
-
chris Jan 2016
i fall back

not knowing where
it would take me
chris Feb 2020
I don’t know if you
feel the same as I do.

but I'm willing to do
wherever my heart takes
me

even though
I'll have to walk the
plank
chris Nov 2018
who would've thought
that the youngest would
be the depressed one.
chris May 2018
on a rainy day
even with an umbrella
you get wet

it was always us two
but now i'm alone

&

the problem is at night
it's raining
chris Feb 2020
nothing lasts forever
you only live once

|

so live
your life not anyone else's life..
take chances and never regret,
never be late to do what you want to do
right now

because at one point                                
someday
                  everything you did
will be exactly what you will be, right?
chris Dec 2016

chris Aug 2018
yeah, i get it.
i'm too much of a mess for you
chris Jan 2016
because nothing ***** more than feeling all
alone...no matter how many people are around
chris Nov 2016
you were the one

and you were the only one
chris Jan 2017
i’ve always been aware of myself
i just chose to never recognize them
i didn’t crave any feelings
chris Nov 2016
be what you're looking for
chris Jan 2016
what happened?
what happened this badly
that you left me for her?
was i just another flower in a garden?
did my petals fall out
    
that you had to pick
another?

maybe when i sprout again,
you'll pick me again
chris Jan 2016
"look how the stars shine for you"
☆   ☆   ☆
chris Jan 2016
when i read a sad book

i'm reminded that no matter how bad we feel

we can still make something beautiful
chris Jan 2016
the sky was dressed
in black silk and
silver stars,
i'd never been graced
with such beauty before.
chris Jan 2016
we're all the same
we're all humans
why can't we accept that?
chris Dec 2015
birds can swim and fish can fly
the road is long
i wonder why
chris Jan 2016
this reminds me of how
we will live together. i hope
we will get through those hard
times.
chris Jan 2016
everyone is
so happy

they all shine
so brightly
together

it only makes
the shadows they
cast on me all
the darker

where is my light?

i don't want to
believe that i was
born for the dark
chris Nov 2015
if people were planets
i'd be the moon, you'd
be the sun, because
you've brought light to
all the bad that i've done
chris Jan 2016
so happy in public
so sad behind closed doors
chris Feb 2016
before






after
chris Jan 2016
you are like the tide -

you are beautiful,

and hard to resist;

but the minute i

           come running to you,

you pull away.
chris Jan 2016
i don't know
what's more tragic

that i keep looking for you
wherever i go

or that you're never there
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