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198 · Dec 2016
chris Dec 2016
you held my hand
     and i was yours
i tightened my hold
  and you let go of me
198 · Nov 2019
chris Nov 2019
it will topple soon
maybe not today
but time will tell
197 · Jun 2016
gg
chris Jun 2016
gg

its not much but its better than nothing
its not love but its better than dreaming
197 · Oct 2015
standing there...
chris Oct 2015
i saw you standing there

i reached out towards you

but you walked away from me


and left me standing there
                                                 alone.
197 · Feb 2016
=
chris Feb 2016
=
my only relationship goal is to be with a person who motivates me to become a great person and tells me the potential I don't see in myself.
197 · Feb 2017
. o O
chris Feb 2017
when will this nightmare come to an end?
197 · Oct 2015
everything. anything
chris Oct 2015
i want to be
everything
for you.

i can be a
good girl
for you.

i can be
naughty
for you.

i can be a
bad girl
for you.

i can be
your one
night
stand.

i can be
your one.

i want to be
your everything.
your anything.

i want to be
you girl.
197 · Apr 2016
3
chris Apr 2016
3
im hungry
for our love
196 · Nov 2015
/[]\
chris Nov 2015
even my reflection looks
back at me with distaste
196 · Feb 2016
chris Feb 2016
whatever
       we are, i still
             remember the way
   we were
196 · Apr 2017
l b u
chris Apr 2017
when someone says, “let’s break up,”
he probably has thought it through.
whether it’s one reason or
one hundred reasons, you
can’t hold on to someone
who wants to leave.”
196 · Feb 2016
chris Feb 2016
somewhere, somehow, someway
maybe that will be the day
you look me in the face
whisper those 3 words
to have me stay
'i love you'
#p
196 · Mar 2017
ロ - bot
chris Mar 2017
sometimes、

i can't even tell the difference

if i'm a human

or

a

machine
195 · Mar 2016
v
chris Mar 2016
v

***** BURNS MY THROAT BUT YOUR
NAME HURTS MY HEAD SO I WOULD
RATHER BLACK OUT WITH A HANGOVER
THAN STARE BLANKLY AT MY HANDS
TRYING TO FORGET WHAT IT WAS LIKE
TO TOUCH YOU.
195 · Feb 2017
":"
chris Feb 2017
":"
explore your dreams,

free your world.
195 · Mar 2016
//\\
chris Mar 2016
// moving but she can’t move //
\\//
195 · Mar 2016
a w e
chris Mar 2016
are we ever
sure what
we have
is ours
195 · Dec 2015
c
chris Dec 2015
c
he'll grab your waist
and whisper in your
ear but six months later

you'll find yourself drunk
texting him that you miss
him with
no response
195 · Mar 2016
f8j
chris Mar 2016
f8j
when i hold you
i hold your heart
194 · Jul 2016
ない
chris Jul 2016

lost my senses
I’m defenceless
194 · Sep 2015
maps
chris Sep 2015
escape route
way out
ticking patience
leap toward
deep water
crashing waves
feel nothing
194 · May 2017
c p
chris May 2017
c p
nothing beautiful asks for attention
194 · Jan 2016
chris Jan 2016
i wanna be more
than you're thinking of
194 · Jan 2017
sp
chris Jan 2017
sp
i was a demon and

you were the angel

that turned me human.
194 · Feb 2016
o . s
chris Feb 2016
nothin like the rain, when you're in outer space
#sgfg
193 · Jun 2017
i'm always telling you
chris Jun 2017
you don't have me on my knees
but tonight's the night
you're gonna get the best of me
193 · Jan 2016
chris Jan 2016
ice is melted back to life
193 · Dec 2015
aa
chris Dec 2015
aa
i guess we weren't meant to be

after all.
193 · Feb 2016
18
chris Feb 2016
18
ink blotches the
new blank page
of the open book

a few more pages
left until the book
is full of words &
drawings and full
of life; me and you.

what we used to be.
193 · Jan 2017
52
chris Jan 2017
52
now i


     want to fall in love
193 · Jul 2016
hy
chris Jul 2016
hy

this is the last time
this is your last time
193 · May 2017
m n
chris May 2017
m n
he's a lot more twisted than what he looks on the outside
193 · Jan 2016
^
chris Jan 2016
^
DRINKING AND
DRIVING
EXCESSIVE BUYING
OVERDOSE AND
*DYING
193 · Jan 2016
1l
chris Jan 2016
1l
i don't know why
we drifted apart
but we did
and i regret it

i want us to be friends again,
the way we used to.

i want us to stay up all night
talking about what's on our heart
because no one can make me
feel as comfortable as you
and no one has won
my trust, the way
you still do.
193 · Mar 2017
they
chris Mar 2017
they said he
was no angel

who is?
193 · Jun 2017
chris Jun 2017
everybody

//

grows

//

at

//

different
//

rates
193 · Feb 2021
You trail away.
chris Feb 2021
You trail away. The sky is spinning a glowing vortex of radial star lines. You fall to the ground, arms sprawled behind your head, writhing as the universe hypnotizes you.  

You feel the grass growing over your face. Feel yourself sinking into the earth. Soft, warm, like the roots are veins, red brown dark, fertile, rich, fecund, churning with life.  

You think about your long life of fear. About waking up as a husk tomorrow. You clutch at the grass. It twists and tears in your hands and the dew feels like blood.

Like being dragged out of a deep pit where you've lived so long in isolation you no longer had any reference point, but now that you've seen the light and tasted clean air, you'd fight like a rabid animal to stay free.

You look around and you can't see your dead friend anywhere.
193 · Jan 2016
⋄⋄⋄
chris Jan 2016
my hair got longer
my closet got fuller
my parents got older

i got sicker

my arms became a disaster
my heart became colder
yet i was only another year older
192 · Feb 2017
h & a
chris Feb 2017
under a blue sky
a boy lays on the
green grass, still
wet from the rain
from the day before.

with closed eyes,
he imagines a world
with peace and love

with happiness and not
anger.

with his mother and not
his father.
192 · Jan 2017
ペンキ
chris Jan 2017
i am black and white,
boring and plain
no one recognizes me
as if i was invisible..so
coat me with colors,
bury me with paint
192 · Jun 2016
too
chris Jun 2016
too

too much self hate
too little self control
192 · Feb 2017
ちょ
chris Feb 2017
them butterflies they come alive
192 · Oct 2015
happy for you
chris Oct 2015
i walked in
to find you
with a cup
of alcohol

and a girl
talking to
you.

i step back
into the
shadows,

watching
you in the
distance.

you guys
look happy.

you look
happy.

you look
like you're
having a
nice time.

im happy
for you,

even though
im breaking
inside.
192 · Nov 2015
pep talk
chris Nov 2015
"                                  
the trouble with
giving yourself
a pep talk is that
deep down, you
know it's all



                    *******.
                                          "
192 · Jan 2016
chris Jan 2016
i spy
your traffic heart
beat

in cursors
lullaby
a midaftertnoon

nap
how dare
one wonder

full of life
& enmity

of blood
in the mouth
we kiss

in the upper
western daylight
yearning

in very
kindly years
& mine
192 · Sep 2015
fall
chris Sep 2015
they take a fall, and see who catches them and who will not.  

if they do not catch you, someone will come across you and pick up your broken pieces and sew them back together.
192 · Nov 2016
chris Nov 2016
the
invention
of
love
was
the
invention
of
heartbreak
192 · Jul 2016
y
chris Jul 2016
y

I knew she was trouble the minute she walked through my door. She was like an old revolver: hold cocked and ready to go off at any second.

The look on her face was sugary sweet—“Cupcake,” I called her. But sweet things only spoil my appetite.
-helvetica
192 · May 2017
w f
chris May 2017
w f
"don't you ever say you miss me with her spit on your tongue"
192 · Jan 2016
7 years
chris Jan 2016
once i was 7 years old
my momma told me

*"go make some friends or else you'll be lonely"
-luke graham
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