Honestly,

I'm a horrible girlfriend.

went through our old messages, our old memories and realised we had something that lasted for a month until you ****** everything over. i stayed with you for an additional 3 months and then you dumped me for being mad at SOMEONE ELSE. by the 2 month mark i realised you were ******* up my friendships too, did you want to ruin my life too?

*******.

why do you hate me so much?

i just wish i had a loving family

our everything was really nothing.

it was a game you played to keep yourself entertained,

now my friendships are strained,

you haunt me with every **** thing you did,

my trust issues arose,

and now im a broken ******* whos name is toxic.

i’m gonna **** myself ******* i don’t wanna live anymore there’s no reason to live if i’m just gonna be mocked and provoked for my whole life good ******* bye

once again
i start to feel your
*****
hands
on my body

and

i feel

digusting.

**** this


**** everything


those lines on my wrist?


are doubling.

no ones stopping me anyway *******.

are you cheating on me?

no, i don’t like her.

are we even friends anymore?


you push me away

you choose them over me

schools been cancelled

"are you okay?"

"no."

i can hear you...

i can hear you complaining about me to your coworkers

i can hear you talking **** about me

see, i never ask you anything because of this

because you don't have time for me.

so-

i'll just cry myself to sleep.

it's too late to eat now.

wholeass simpin' for this girl

there are only 24 hours in a day

only 7 days a week

i only have so much time,

before i can’t anymore

so when you told me you were cutting you went STRAIGHT TO THE BATHROOM TO TALK TO A GIRL?

even your mom replaced mine

funny how a dumb thing you did ruined our friendship with one confrontation.

stop making excuses just tell me that you dont want to be friends anymore

you said you’re sorry to everyone, what about me?

you ****** what’s wrong with me?

why is it always me

*******

i’m gonna-

**** myself.

we’ve been dating for what, 3, 4 days now?

yet i feel like you’re pushing me away and now i don’t know if you’re the one anymore

my mood right now?

suicidal

im gonna ******* **** myself


if she doesnt reply in a few days we;re over and im gone *****

Hi! I'm Olivia!

Oh, I see.

He never mentioned me.

Well, I'm Olivia, the... awkward? part of "Leanne"

I'm normally out when we're in an awkward situation or when someone reminds us of a triggering part of our past.

I'm normally never out but hey, sometimes I am.

i hope you’re okay

******* hate how shes taking everything away from me

are we still friends?

what happened to us?

i guess it was easy to replace me with a girl you met last year.


*******

she’s so much happier without you, why can’t you see the ******* signs? YOURE A ****** PERSON SOMETIMES. YOU RUINED HER RELATIONSHIP WITH HER PARENTS, HER FRIENDS, EVERYONE?.

i miss going to school.

now i have nothing to do, no one to hang out with.

let’s move in together


let’s move into a cottage,


i’ll wake up early and make you heart shaped waffles and we can have goats and chickens.


i’ll plant you strawberries and make jams for you


i’ll have a cupboard of tea in case you don’t feel well


i’ll plant flowers so i can give them to you every morning when you wake up

setting u up with a friend of mine

only makes me realise how lonely i am.


i hope you and fifi are chill dude

you act like i’m the bad guy.


but after seeing what you’ve done.


am i really?

being catcalled by some kid you don’t even know and he’s younger than you ******* *****


especially when he does it in public and yells “i like your ****”



especially when you’re finally feeling okay with your body


YOU ****** ME UP AGAIN NOW I DONT FEEL COMFORTABLE WITH WEARING THIS SHIRT I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE I DONT WANT TO BE IN THIS BODY I WISH I COULD JUST-


disappear.

reading your poems,

noticing how they connected with mine.

we really liked each other,

i just wasn't enough to keep you hanging on

so now our friendship is strained

im being pushed away

because

"im not replacing you, she was just there for me when you weren't."

i was there for you,

i guess you couldn't see that.

im sorry.

im not enough

for my 6th-grade math teacher.

i swear she’s ruining our friendship.


why can’t i have you for a day

stob eat my cereals in

The stress is hitting me in all directions.

i met this girl

and i felt like my whole world light up again


is she the one?

i dont trust that she's the one.


i told her that i feel some sort of way

just to get that out of the way.


no worries

maybe she'll **** me up like she did

maybe she'll break my heart like she did


i dont know

LeA H HHSH DHASJDH

i love her sm it s not even funny anymore

i don’t know what to do anymore.


i miss my friend

its my boyfriends birthday

its pi day

my boyfriends aunt passed


i hate her

shes replacing me



you never loved me


maybe we should break up



you dont love me anyway



maybe i should **** myself


i dont love me anyway

so when’re you gonna stop stalking my accounts? they don’t concern you :/

you  give  me  a  headache

mom cant visit cause of coronavirus


i miss her :/

To be honest,

I've had my eyes on you since school ended last year.

I just didn't know how to tell you.

i wanna give up

i wanna stay asleep

i never wanna wake up again

someone just

**** me already

they have a purpose now,

the numbers are there for a reason,

i write nonsense everyday for a reason.