i’m gonna **** myself ******* i don’t wanna live anymore there’s no reason to live if i’m just gonna be mocked and provoked for my whole life good ******* bye

i can hear you...

i can hear you complaining about me to your coworkers

i can hear you talking **** about me

see, i never ask you anything because of this

because you don't have time for me.

so-

i'll just cry myself to sleep.

it's too late to eat now.

so when you told me you were cutting you went STRAIGHT TO THE BATHROOM TO TALK TO A GIRL?

are you cheating on me?

our everything was really nothing.

it was a game you played to keep yourself entertained,

now my friendships are strained,

you haunt me with every **** thing you did,

my trust issues arose,

and now im a broken ******* whos name is toxic.

Hi! I'm Olivia!

Oh, I see.

He never mentioned me.

Well, I'm Olivia, the... awkward? part of "Leanne"

I'm normally out when we're in an awkward situation or when someone reminds us of a triggering part of our past.

I'm normally never out but hey, sometimes I am.

let’s move in together


let’s move into a cottage,


i’ll wake up early and make you heart shaped waffles and we can have goats and chickens.


i’ll plant you strawberries and make jams for you


i’ll have a cupboard of tea in case you don’t feel well


i’ll plant flowers so i can give them to you every morning when you wake up

setting u up with a friend of mine

only makes me realise how lonely i am.


i hope you and fifi are chill dude

why do you hate me so much?

i just wish i had a loving family

even your mom replaced mine

i don’t think this will work out

we’ve been dating for what, 3, 4 days now?

yet i feel like you’re pushing me away and now i don’t know if you’re the one anymore

funny how a dumb thing you did ruined our friendship with one confrontation.

stop making excuses just tell me that you dont want to be friends anymore

stob eat my cereals in

12 x 12

im gonna ******* **** myself


if she doesnt reply in a few days we;re over and im gone *****

reading your poems,

noticing how they connected with mine.

we really liked each other,

i just wasn't enough to keep you hanging on

so now our friendship is strained

im being pushed away

because

"im not replacing you, she was just there for me when you weren't."

i was there for you,

i guess you couldn't see that.

im sorry.

im not enough

"are you okay?"

"no."

LeA H HHSH DHASJDH

i love her sm it s not even funny anymore

Yes, go for it, complain about her!

Complain about the person who took you away from me!

You care about her way more than me anyway.

She cares about you "way more" than I do!

It's not like I've known you for a while now!

We've been through everything together!

But-

Here we are.

she’s so much happier without you, why can’t you see the ******* signs? YOURE A ****** PERSON SOMETIMES. YOU RUINED HER RELATIONSHIP WITH HER PARENTS, HER FRIENDS, EVERYONE?.

"Or am I just sick in the head?"

they have a purpose now,

the numbers are there for a reason,

i write nonsense everyday for a reason.

What if I told you that almost everything that I have written on this website is fake?

I would be a faker.
Attention *****.

Eh?

I mean,

Thanks, I guess.

i held a cockroach the other day for a zoo activity.



we vibed

so when’re you gonna stop stalking my accounts? they don’t concern you :/

wholeass simpin' for this girl

******* hate how shes taking everything away from me

are we still friends?

what happened to us?

i guess it was easy to replace me with a girl you met last year.


*******

you said you’re sorry to everyone, what about me?

you ****** what’s wrong with me?

why is it always me

*******

i’m gonna-

**** myself.

there are only 24 hours in a day

only 7 days a week

i only have so much time,

before i can’t anymore

*******

YOU MAKE ME FEEL ABSOLUTELY WORTHLESS

LIKE IW ASNT THERE

TELL ME I WASNT TEHRE


I DARE YOU

I ******* DAREOU

*******

FYCJY OU

I HATE YOU SO MUCH


IM NOTHING

YOURE ERPLACING ME

WITH EEVERYONT YOUKNWO

*******

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUFUCK YOU

**** YOUV


I CANT DO



i cant do this naymor

even the name of this place makes me sick to my stomach

maybe that’s why

you  give  me  a  headache

**** this


**** everything


those lines on my wrist?


are doubling.

no ones stopping me anyway *******.

we broke up. i-

you act like i’m the bad guy.


but after seeing what you’ve done.


am i really?

schools been cancelled

should i let you go?

NOTHING.

I'm nothing.

*******. Nothing.

for my 6th-grade math teacher.

i've done what im most scared of.

Unfortunately, you, in fact, do not need to know everything about me.


Yes, I'm dating her.

Yes, I've kissed her.


Does it really make a difference?


You rejected me anyway.

You don't want me anyway.

You'd rather be with them anyway.

You'd rather ditch me to be with them anyway.


YOU'D RATHER LEAVE ME TO DIE THAN TO DATE ME YOU ******* ******* I LOVED YOU SO MUCH AND YOU PUSHED ME AWAY LIKE THAT. I LOVED YOU FOR 2 YEARS AND YOU JUST **** ON ME LIKE THAT. YOU LIKE ME TOO? YEAH, RIGHT ******* NO YOU DON'T YOU ******* LIAR YOU PLAYED WITH MY FEELINGS YOU HATE ME DON'T YOU?

DON'T YOU??

YOU ******* PLAYED WITH MY FEELINGS. I THOUGHT IT WAS OBVIOUS. I TOLD YOU. I ******* TOLD YOU AND YOU SAID "oh cool." WHAT NOW?! YOU'RE FAKING BEING MY FRIEND BECAUSE YOUR MOM SAYS I NEED YOUR ATTENTION?! I'LL ******* TELL YOU RIGHT NOW; MY THERAPIST THINKS SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH ME BECAUSE OF MY PARENTS' **** AND SHE THINKS I'VE BEEN LACKING ATTENTION FROM THEM AND I'VE ONLY GOTTEN THE NEGATIVE ****. AT LEAST YOUR MOM LOVES YOU. AT LEAST YOUR DAD LEFT SO HE WOULDN'T HURT YOU ANYMORE.

NO  NO NO NON ON ONO. MY PARENTS NEVER DID THAT ****. THEY JUST LOADED IT RIGHT ON TO ME. DO YOU KNOW HOW PAINFUL IT IS TO BE CALLED A ******* ***** WHEN YOU'RE 7?! WHEN YOU'RE STILL IN A ******* BABY SEAT IN THE CAR?! C A R . S E A T . I WAS SITTING IN THE ******* BACK SEAT WITH MY TEDDY BEAR. AND HE CALLED ME NASTY NAMES. AT LEAST YOUR PARENTS DON'T DO THAT. AT LEASE THEY ******* LOVE YOU. AT LEAST THEY TRY AND NOT HURT YOU. AT LEAST THEY CARE. they're there for you. unlike mine.


i ******* hate you on the outside but i still want to be your friend.

you're all i have left.


and you make me feel like ****.

once again
i start to feel your
*****
hands
on my body

and

i feel

digusting.

my mood right now?

suicidal

i wanna give up

i wanna stay asleep

i never wanna wake up again

someone just

**** me already

being catcalled by some kid you don’t even know and he’s younger than you ******* *****


especially when he does it in public and yells “i like your ****”



especially when you’re finally feeling okay with your body


YOU ****** ME UP AGAIN NOW I DONT FEEL COMFORTABLE WITH WEARING THIS SHIRT I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE I DONT WANT TO BE IN THIS BODY I WISH I COULD JUST-


disappear.