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149 · Apr 2020
#136
eli Apr 2020
why do you hate me so much?

i just wish i had a loving family
149 · Nov 2019
#14
eli Nov 2019
#14
I let this pass.

I can't believe I let this pass.

He touched you

I didn't know.

I'm sorry.

Things are going on.

Someone called me a **** today.

My girlfriend had things happen.

I apologize.

I sound like I'm making excuses.

Hm,

This is my fault.

For letting you push me away,

For letting this happen.
147 · Jul 2021
#160
eli Jul 2021
i remember
when i broke

because she took you away
from me.


now
you're mine,

it worked out anyway,

didn't it?
you're
my
boyfriend

but
im
still
scared
that
you'll
leave
me
like
everyone
else
147 · Sep 2019
#8
eli Sep 2019
#8
Honestly,

I'm a horrible girlfriend.
146 · Apr 2020
#147
eli Apr 2020
our everything was really nothing.

it was a game you played to keep yourself entertained,

now my friendships are strained,

you haunt me with every **** thing you did,

my trust issues arose,

and now im a broken ******* whos name is toxic.
sh
144 · Mar 2020
#122 / 12
eli Mar 2020
we broke up. i-
141 · Nov 2019
#33
eli Nov 2019
#33
Spray
Spray
Spray
Spray
Wipe
Wipe
Crumple
Crumple
Sigh
Scrub
Scrub
Spray
Spray
Sigh
Wipe
Wipe
Wipe
Throw
Bonk
Bonk
Bonk
Bonk
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Throw
P­lonk
Mumble
Plonk
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141 · Mar 2020
#109 / 10
eli Mar 2020
schools been cancelled
139 · Mar 2020
#117 / 11
eli Mar 2020
**** this


**** everything


those lines on my wrist?


are doubling.

no ones stopping me anyway *******.
139 · Jun 2020
#154
eli Jun 2020
even your mom replaced mine
139 · Oct 2020
welcome back, me.
138 · Apr 2020
#134
eli Apr 2020
are you cheating on me?
137 · Mar 2020
#121 / 12
eli Mar 2020
funny how a dumb thing you did ruined our friendship with one confrontation.

stop making excuses just tell me that you dont want to be friends anymore
135 · Apr 2020
#137
eli Apr 2020
you said you’re sorry to everyone, what about me?

you ****** what’s wrong with me?

why is it always me

*******

i’m gonna-

**** myself.
“ashton” stanley *******
134 · Apr 2020
#142
eli Apr 2020
i can hear you...

i can hear you complaining about me to your coworkers

i can hear you talking **** about me

see, i never ask you anything because of this

because you don't have time for me.

so-

i'll just cry myself to sleep.

it's too late to eat now.
133 · Mar 2020
#105 / 7
eli Mar 2020
are we even friends anymore?


you push me away

you choose them over me
133 · Oct 2019
#13
eli Oct 2019
#13
You're disappointed in me.

I did something wrong, though I don't know what.

Please, talk to me?

Is it something I said?

Something I did?

Whatever it was,

I'm sorry.

I love you.
132 · Mar 2020
#124 / 15
eli Mar 2020
there are only 24 hours in a day

only 7 days a week

i only have so much time,

before i can’t anymore
132 · Jun 2020
#153
eli Jun 2020
so when you told me you were cutting you went STRAIGHT TO THE BATHROOM TO TALK TO A GIRL?
131 · Mar 2020
#114 / 10
eli Mar 2020
no, i don’t like her.
sorry for lying about it but i don’t like her
131 · Apr 2020
#132
eli Apr 2020
we’ve been dating for what, 3, 4 days now?

yet i feel like you’re pushing me away and now i don’t know if you’re the one anymore
so i’m not talking to you for a day like the ***** i am
131 · Apr 2020
#143
eli Apr 2020
"are you okay?"

"no."
130 · Apr 2020
#139
eli Apr 2020
im gonna ******* **** myself


if she doesnt reply in a few days we;re over and im gone *****
127 · Mar 2020
#119 / 12
eli Mar 2020
******* hate how shes taking everything away from me

are we still friends?

what happened to us?

i guess it was easy to replace me with a girl you met last year.


*******
126 · Jun 2020
#155
eli Jun 2020
she’s so much happier without you, why can’t you see the ******* signs? YOURE A ****** PERSON SOMETIMES. YOU RUINED HER RELATIONSHIP WITH HER PARENTS, HER FRIENDS, EVERYONE?.
126 · Jan 2020
#38
eli Jan 2020
#38
you act like i’m the bad guy.


but after seeing what you’ve done.


am i really?
124 · Feb 2020
#53
eli Feb 2020
#53
stob eat my cereals in
123 · Jun 2020
#151
eli Jun 2020
so when’re you gonna stop stalking my accounts? they don’t concern you :/
123 · Mar 2020
#106 / 8
eli Mar 2020
my mood right now?

suicidal
122 · Mar 2020
#131
eli Mar 2020
LeA H HHSH DHASJDH

i love her sm it s not even funny anymore
lov u gf
122 · Apr 2020
#141
eli Apr 2020
wholeass simpin' for this girl
quinnieee
121 · Mar 2020
#102 / 6
eli Mar 2020
being catcalled by some kid you don’t even know and he’s younger than you ******* *****


especially when he does it in public and yells “i like your ****”



especially when you’re finally feeling okay with your body


YOU ****** ME UP AGAIN NOW I DONT FEEL COMFORTABLE WITH WEARING THIS SHIRT I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE I DONT WANT TO BE IN THIS BODY I WISH I COULD JUST-


disappear.
121 · Mar 2020
#103 / 7
eli Mar 2020
i hope you’re okay
120 · May 2020
#148
eli May 2020
reading your poems,

noticing how they connected with mine.

we really liked each other,

i just wasn't enough to keep you hanging on

so now our friendship is strained

im being pushed away

because

"im not replacing you, she was just there for me when you weren't."

i was there for you,

i guess you couldn't see that.

im sorry.

im not enough
119 · Mar 2020
#123 / 13
eli Mar 2020
i miss going to school.

now i have nothing to do, no one to hang out with.
119 · Mar 2020
#116 / 11
eli Mar 2020
its my boyfriends birthday

its pi day

my boyfriends aunt passed


i hate her

shes replacing me



you never loved me


maybe we should break up



you dont love me anyway



maybe i should **** myself


i dont love me anyway
118 · Mar 2020
#125
eli Mar 2020
setting u up with a friend of mine

only makes me realise how lonely i am.


i hope you and fifi are chill dude
118 · Mar 2020
#98 / 4
eli Mar 2020
let’s move in together


let’s move into a cottage,


i’ll wake up early and make you heart shaped waffles and we can have goats and chickens.


i’ll plant you strawberries and make jams for you


i’ll have a cupboard of tea in case you don’t feel well


i’ll plant flowers so i can give them to you every morning when you wake up
118 · Mar 2020
#100 / 5
eli Mar 2020
mom cant visit cause of coronavirus


i miss her :/
117 · Mar 2020
#112 / 10
eli Mar 2020
i swear she’s ruining our friendship.


why can’t i have you for a day
117 · Sep 2019
#7
eli Sep 2019
#7
The stress is hitting me in all directions.
115 · Oct 2019
#9
eli Oct 2019
#9
To be honest,

I've had my eyes on you since school ended last year.

I just didn't know how to tell you.
115 · Mar 2020
#110 / 10
eli Mar 2020
i don’t know what to do anymore.


i miss my friend
114 · Mar 2020
#127
eli Mar 2020
i met this girl

and i felt like my whole world light up again


is she the one?

i dont trust that she's the one.


i told her that i feel some sort of way

just to get that out of the way.


no worries

maybe she'll **** me up like she did

maybe she'll break my heart like she did


i dont know
her names jordan
114 · Jan 2020
#44
eli Jan 2020
#44
for my 6th-grade math teacher.
114 · Nov 2019
#23
eli Nov 2019
#23
Hi! I'm Olivia!

Oh, I see.

He never mentioned me.

Well, I'm Olivia, the... awkward? part of "Leanne"

I'm normally out when we're in an awkward situation or when someone reminds us of a triggering part of our past.

I'm normally never out but hey, sometimes I am.
114 · Mar 2020
#115 / 11
eli Mar 2020
no, im not okay
and its because of YOU.
113 · Jan 2020
#43
eli Jan 2020
#43
i’m just scared of falling for you again
sh
113 · Mar 2020
#101 / 5
eli Mar 2020
i wanna give up

i wanna stay asleep

i never wanna wake up again

someone just

**** me already
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