went through our old messages, our old memories and realised we had something that lasted for a month until you ****** everything over. i stayed with you for an additional 3 months and then you dumped me for being mad at SOMEONE ELSE. by the 2 month mark i realised you were ******* up my friendships too, did you want to ruin my life too?

*******.

12 x 12

we broke up. i-

our everything was really nothing.

it was a game you played to keep yourself entertained,

now my friendships are strained,

you haunt me with every **** thing you did,

my trust issues arose,

and now im a broken ******* whos name is toxic.

i’m gonna **** myself ******* i don’t wanna live anymore there’s no reason to live if i’m just gonna be mocked and provoked for my whole life good ******* bye

**** this


**** everything


those lines on my wrist?


are doubling.

no ones stopping me anyway *******.

no, i don’t like her.

are we even friends anymore?


you push me away

you choose them over me

wholeass simpin' for this girl

i can hear you...

i can hear you complaining about me to your coworkers

i can hear you talking **** about me

see, i never ask you anything because of this

because you don't have time for me.

so-

i'll just cry myself to sleep.

it's too late to eat now.

schools been cancelled

are you cheating on me?

once again
i start to feel your
*****
hands
on my body

and

i feel

digusting.

funny how a dumb thing you did ruined our friendship with one confrontation.

stop making excuses just tell me that you dont want to be friends anymore

******* hate how shes taking everything away from me

are we still friends?

what happened to us?

i guess it was easy to replace me with a girl you met last year.


*******

"are you okay?"

"no."

even your mom replaced mine

i hope you’re okay

let’s move in together


let’s move into a cottage,


i’ll wake up early and make you heart shaped waffles and we can have goats and chickens.


i’ll plant you strawberries and make jams for you


i’ll have a cupboard of tea in case you don’t feel well


i’ll plant flowers so i can give them to you every morning when you wake up

being catcalled by some kid you don’t even know and he’s younger than you ******* *****


especially when he does it in public and yells “i like your ****”



especially when you’re finally feeling okay with your body


YOU ****** ME UP AGAIN NOW I DONT FEEL COMFORTABLE WITH WEARING THIS SHIRT I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE I DONT WANT TO BE IN THIS BODY I WISH I COULD JUST-


disappear.

you said you’re sorry to everyone, what about me?

you ****** what’s wrong with me?

why is it always me

*******

i’m gonna-

**** myself.

so when you told me you were cutting you went STRAIGHT TO THE BATHROOM TO TALK TO A GIRL?

we’ve been dating for what, 3, 4 days now?

yet i feel like you’re pushing me away and now i don’t know if you’re the one anymore

Hi! I'm Olivia!

Oh, I see.

He never mentioned me.

Well, I'm Olivia, the... awkward? part of "Leanne"

I'm normally out when we're in an awkward situation or when someone reminds us of a triggering part of our past.

I'm normally never out but hey, sometimes I am.

she’s so much happier without you, why can’t you see the ******* signs? YOURE A ****** PERSON SOMETIMES. YOU RUINED HER RELATIONSHIP WITH HER PARENTS, HER FRIENDS, EVERYONE?.

there are only 24 hours in a day

only 7 days a week

i only have so much time,

before i can’t anymore

my mood right now?

suicidal

i miss going to school.

now i have nothing to do, no one to hang out with.

setting u up with a friend of mine

only makes me realise how lonely i am.


i hope you and fifi are chill dude

stob eat my cereals in

so when’re you gonna stop stalking my accounts? they don’t concern you :/

LeA H HHSH DHASJDH

i love her sm it s not even funny anymore

you act like i’m the bad guy.


but after seeing what you’ve done.


am i really?

i swear she’s ruining our friendship.


why can’t i have you for a day

im gonna ******* **** myself


if she doesnt reply in a few days we;re over and im gone *****

reading your poems,

noticing how they connected with mine.

we really liked each other,

i just wasn't enough to keep you hanging on

so now our friendship is strained

im being pushed away

because

"im not replacing you, she was just there for me when you weren't."

i was there for you,

i guess you couldn't see that.

im sorry.

im not enough

To be honest,

I've had my eyes on you since school ended last year.

I just didn't know how to tell you.

The stress is hitting me in all directions.

for my 6th-grade math teacher.

mom cant visit cause of coronavirus


i miss her :/

i don’t think this will work out

i’m just scared of falling for you again

you  give  me  a  headache

its my boyfriends birthday

its pi day

my boyfriends aunt passed


i hate her

shes replacing me



you never loved me


maybe we should break up



you dont love me anyway



maybe i should **** myself


i dont love me anyway

no, im not okay

i wanna give up

i wanna stay asleep

i never wanna wake up again

someone just

**** me already