you  give  me  a  headache

******* hate how shes taking everything away from me

are we still friends?

what happened to us?

i guess it was easy to replace me with a girl you met last year.


*******

should i let you go?

**** this


**** everything


those lines on my wrist?


are doubling.

no ones stopping me anyway *******.

its my boyfriends birthday

its pi day

my boyfriends aunt passed


i hate her

shes replacing me



you never loved me


maybe we should break up



you dont love me anyway



maybe i should **** myself


i dont love me anyway

no, im not okay

no, i don’t like her.

i swear she’s ruining our friendship.


why can’t i have you for a day

i wanna get a tattoo

i don’t know what to do anymore.


i miss my friend

schools been cancelled

stop texting me


stop acting like we’re friends

i held a cockroach the other day for a zoo activity.



we vibed

my mood right now?

suicidal

are we even friends anymore?


you push me away

you choose them over me

am i being replaced with a girl you met 2 years ago?

i hope you’re okay

being catcalled by some kid you don’t even know and he’s younger than you ******* *****


especially when he does it in public and yells “i like your ****”



especially when you’re finally feeling okay with your body


YOU ****** ME UP AGAIN NOW I DONT FEEL COMFORTABLE WITH WEARING THIS SHIRT I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE I DONT WANT TO BE IN THIS BODY I WISH I COULD JUST-


disappear.

i wanna give up

i wanna stay asleep

i never wanna wake up again

someone just

**** me already

mom cant visit cause of coronavirus


i miss her :/

kefir is disgusting

let’s move in together


let’s move into a cottage,


i’ll wake up early and make you heart shaped waffles and we can have goats and chickens.


i’ll plant you strawberries and make jams for you


i’ll have a cupboard of tea in case you don’t feel well


i’ll plant flowers so i can give them to you every morning when you wake up

now i have a headache

i can’t do this anymore


i want to die

weekends are supposed to be fun


i’m breaking my back in tears over the weekend

i got grounded for telling him how i felt.


about how it feels like he doesn’t care

about how he’s gone



i get yelled at constantly,


is this what love feels like?

your mom said she thinks i’m a good friend

the acid in my stomach is ****** and it ******* hurts dude

you’re not okay but it’s fine yknow it’s not like you accept my help anyway

your hoodie is warm and cozy

it reminds me of you



i love you

i wanna pin you up against the wall and see where that takes us

everything hurts and i don’t know what to do

can i just disappear without coming back?

hkjskjfhkjashjadnkjasdjasdhkjashd

i don’t ever wanna wake up

you said life is like mountains and valleys,

ups and downs.


you said you want me to be on a mountain and not in the valleys.


“i’m like on the bottom, slowly getting up and falling every now and then.”


god i wish i had stayed in that spot.




it’s been one day.



i’ve fallen off the mountain and i don’t have the energy to get back up

i hate myself so much

they have a purpose now,

the numbers are there for a reason,

i write nonsense everyday for a reason.

oh. i’m sorry.

do you love me?

i don’t think this will work out

let me pin you against the wall and see what happens

i really hope you’re doing okay and i wish i could hug you

stop treating me like a child.

i can be sad if i want,

just because you said you don’t want me to be sad doesn’t mean it’ll be erased from my set of emotions

i’m gonna cut myself if i can’t just *******-

i’m here too but whatever

i guess 8 years makes it easier to replace

you’re replacing me with a girl you met last year

nice

i wanna die

but you don’t.

so much for double suicide