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carson Nov 2019
Is it weird I dont want you happy?  It's just when I'm happy at the same time... it feels so wrong, just wrong.
carson Nov 2019
Replace all of the pain
with this Novocain
Reasons we broke up
It is me who we blame
and it drives me insane.  
All of the pain that you have caused
i can not withstand
carson Nov 2019
Why would you give someone a sliver of hope and throw it down there throat.
You had a diamond and threw it, you threw it far away, and you picked up a rock.  
You.  you are the reason my ink bleeds through paper.  You are the reason my head aches.
But.  in the end its me who did it.
carson Nov 2019
I dream about you,
Even though I dont sleep.
carson Nov 2019
You know I can't go on with any regret.
Our relationship is hard like a game of roulette
We're off and on so constantly
And you cheating... come on, honestly.

This is a hard thing to say but needs to be said.
I can't go on being with you... sometimes I'd rather be dead.
You treat me so bad and make me cry.
Don't worry anymore, no need to lie.

You have hurt me a lot and I want you to know
I will never love you again, so let me go.
I've made up my mind, I've made my choice.
I soon will be happy and able to rejoice.

It's over now; you should think long and hard.
Maybe next time you won't cheat.
I loved you so much and you acted like normal.
You even got yourself a date to the Valentine's Formal.

I treated you no less than my queen.
You went behind my back.
You lost my trust you broke my heart.
Now I need to reboot and maybe restart.
carson Nov 2019
You ever wake up with your footie PJs warming

your neck like a noose? Ever upchuck

after a home-cooked meal? Or notice

how the blood on the bottoms of your feet

just won’t seem to go away? Love, it used to be

you could retire your toothbrush for like two or three days and still

I’d push my downy face into your neck. Used to be

I hung on your every word. Used to be. But now

I can tell you your breath stinks and you’re full of ****.

You have more lies about yourself than bodies

beneath your bed…
our relationship was toxic.  i gave you so many chances
carson Oct 2019
Some things, they just don't last
You can't get a prescription for that
Quit shoving these sugar pills down my throat
Cause I'm starting to choke
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