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 Nov 2020 nuggz
JustHayy
I’m so sick
Obsessing
over and over
The thoughts
Of what could have been
in reality
It doesn’t matter
Because you and I
We are nothing
I’m so tired
Confessing
Over and over
Rerun scenarios
Of what happened
It doesn’t matter
But you and I
Used to be everything
 Nov 2020 nuggz
JustHayy
He, being the sun,
He stole the blue sky.
He left me nothing but
the storm clouds

And storm clouds cry.
 Oct 2020 nuggz
JustHayy
Sad but I feel like nothing
Still but I am sick at the sea
waves inside my stomach swaying
washing away from you and me
Taking me to the bottom of the ocean
Sinking through our used to bes.
 Oct 2020 nuggz
JustHayy
30 boxes.
 Oct 2020 nuggz
JustHayy
Silly how you can pack 8 years into 30 boxes
Move them away and pack them into a closet
Like it never happened.
Out of sight of mind.
Silly that you think I can do the same
When I wake up everyday
And see three faces.
Both of your daughters.
And my own blurred in the mirror.
The ones you left behind.
With nothing left from 8 years
Just 30 boxes in a closet of remorse.
 Oct 2020 nuggz
JustHayy
Middle
 Oct 2020 nuggz
JustHayy
There's the high,
And there's the low
Oh, but the numbness in the middle,
Feels most like home to me.
 Jun 2020 nuggz
JustHayy
Untitled
 Jun 2020 nuggz
JustHayy
Oh, but being invincible comes at what cost?
Covenants at a crossroads accrue from a loss. 🖤
 Jun 2020 nuggz
JustHayy
Why don't you
save it.
I'm so tried.
Halfway apologies
Half answered prayers.
Its always
one sided.
Bittersweet conversations
Vacant blank stares
I wish i could
save it.
Why don't you?
 Jan 2020 nuggz
Brckworld
At times I have nothing
Some say I have it all
You showed me my value
That no one cares at all
I ran from transparency
To the world caving in
When you were me shelter
When you let me in
Thank you J
 Jan 2020 nuggz
Tahirah
Entwined
 Jan 2020 nuggz
Tahirah
If it's to write
I'd write so much
My ink would be a river
Flowing under your fluffy feet

If it's to sing
I'd sing so much
My mellifluous voice
Would bring about a melody
Putting soothes to your aching heart.

If it's to dance
I'd dance so much
You'd be entranced
By the swing of my jingling waist beads.

And even if it's to sleep
I'd sleep so much
To see you, my beloved
In my wonderland
Where we can wander
In the garden of wondrous flowers
And fall asleep
Under the luminous moonlight.
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