You don't even say hi anymore
You hang out with people who value wealth and looks over kindness
Change can't be stopped
But I never thought
That one day Id barely recognise you

The earths been around for approximately 46 billion years
Now lets turn that into 46 years
Humans have only been here for 4 hours
We've been here for less than a second
And yet look at our world now

We may not have been here long
But long enough to detroy the world we live in

If I have ever told you
"Ily" or "love ya"
Then you probably mean alot to me
Its one of the hardest things for me to say
Even when its meant casually
Because Ive been rejected so often
That Im kinda terrified to be rejected again

Maybe
Just maybe
If I looked better
Maybe life would be easier?

Id rather love a cactus
It'd hurt less

Purpose
We all have one I suppose
What are you here for?
Love? Madness? Money? Sadness?

Well Im here for the adventure
No, not jumping off cliffs
But to live each day not knowing what will come next
To improve, to upgrade
I feel as though Im also here to help, to heal but also to break and destroy
Because sometimes we are the lesson
To someone elses journey

We all have a purpose
Its just up to you to make it

Sometimes things get tough
People get mean
Things go without meaning
And people get hurt
But I have an addiction
An addiction to oxygen and life
I have an addiction to seeing smiles
And hearing certain voices
I have an addiction to the simple things in life
Yes, its hard
But the day I break my habit
Is the day I die
And my friend,
This addiction is not something that can be broken from rehab
This addiction
Is literally for life