I yearn for the day that my voice does not shake while speaking The day that my hands do not rattle upon my lap The day that my eyes do not shift away restlessly The day that my skin does not turn to ice I crave comfort for my body But my mind refuses to allow me any peace
I continue to lay in bed Regardless of the lack of sleep it brings me Hoping that someday my body will feel comforted enough to fall into a slumber As if the bags under my eyes And the stiffness of my muscles Weren't enough to let my body know it's time to rest If only my mind would stop running Then maybe I could feel tranquil But the anxiety I experience is sharp And my thoughts cannot feel peace
Nothing is forever No one is forever Although I was hoping that you could have been I desired for you to be next to me until the end of time I wanted nothing more than to feel your energy wrapped around mine To hold your soul as close to me as possible To cherish your mind and indulge in your adventures To love and caress every edge and curve of your body To feel your breath upon my skin To taste the lust over your lips Nothing is forever No one is forever Although I was hoping that you could have been
From the very moment that you pulled away My body was turned into a grave Flowers no longer sprouted in my heart where your words would be Sunlight could not reach the darkest parts of me The vines that were once intertwined with my heart Decided that it was time to break apart You were the person to bring me life and you were the one who gave me the knife