Magsisimula ako nang hindi sa umpisa
Magsisimula ako kung nasaan ka
Magsisimula ako sa huli
Magsiisimula ako kung kailan hindi kana uuwi.
Nagsusulat ako hindi dahil gusto kitang ipabalik
Nagsusulat ako dahil gusto kitang ibalik
Sa dating princresa na kilala ko'ng ikaw.

Magsisimula ako sa huli
kung saan wala na talaga,
kung saan ako sayo ay umiibig pa,
at umiiyak habang sinusulat ang aking tula.
Sa huli kung saan gusto kitang ipabalik,
minsan naging desperado ako matikman lang uli ang iyong halik.

Susunod naman ay ang kalagitnaan
kung saan nating ginawa ag lahat ng mabuti
at masama,
dito tayo naging malungkot at masaya,
habang pag-ibig natin ay buo pa.

At mag tatapos ako sa pinaka-una
unang pag sabi mo na "mahal kita"
unang oras na sinabe mo na "hinahanap-hanap kita"
unang tikim ng iyong halik
unang tingin na iyong ibinalik.

Sana na aalala mo pa
noong tayo ay ag dadalawang isip pa
kung anong relasyon ba nating dalawa,
pero masaya tayo na nag sasabi sa isat-isa na "ito na talaga ,mahal kita".

Pinili ko'ng mag simula sa wakas at mag wakas simula.
Nang sa ganun ay kahit papano ay maramdaman ko'ng maging masaya
kahit alam kong patapos na ang aking tula.

The day I found love and its side effects, was the day I discovered poetry.
Poetry that saves me
Poetry that cleanses my very soul
Poetry that brings me up when I was suppose to crawl.
So even though you're the one who's killing me with all those pains I would still thank you —
I would still  thank you because you're the  reason why I discovered my savior.
I thank you because you're the essence of every line I make,
I thank you seriously, for giving me the will to write my own poetry.
Because some might just call it art but for me I call it life.

I just hope you understand why I did it,
I loved you once, twice, no in a hundred times
Until the end I will loved you wise.
Im sorry I wasnt able to remind you how gorgeous you are,
Im sorry I wasnt able to make it this far.
Im trying to refuse to my myself,
Its a dilemma between yours or ours .
Between your story or our story,
Yes please try to blame me,
Feel free to curse and beat me
Please fill me with bruises
Bruises  for me to remember
How I throw my happiness
My grace ,
My everything.


My everything for a moment

With darkness i was inloved
I really feel enlightened once I do something dark,
I consider darkness as my spark.

Wooh! yes I can feel the blood,
I really wanna see it flood.
let me cut your neck,
So in your throat I could have a lick.

I wanna touch your heart,
give it to me please.
I'll open your breast and cut it with ease.

I wanna taste your flesh,
let me do it please.
I wanna taste your flesh raw and fresh.

I wanna hear you scream
while I strike you with my knife,
and hear you scream in the place where its so dim.

Through darkness I could fight
In darkness I have a sight
In darkness I could see light.

“Memory”

I know I was never the best among the others,
among the rest.
I know I can’t give you the love that you need,
It seems that the more I will love you the more you will bleed.

I know we can’t be together,
But hell! Satan knows how much I wanted you to stay with me forever.
Holding you tight pulling you closer,
Oh God! Why these memories do still makes me shiver.

I cried so loud while slowly letting go of your arms,
I leaved because I only cause you harm.
So now I’ll be just there on the corner,
Watching you both dance together.

I know there’s nothing I could do,
Thinking it again and again that I’m not the guys you’re bringing home,
And watching you dance together until dawn.

I know I can’t be the guy who meets your father,
Say hi to your mother,
Play basketball with your brother,
Bond with your sister.

“I know I can’t be your lover”

I know I’ll be dancing on my own,
I was crying so hard in my tears I almost drown.
I Know I must let you be,
With someone in where you are happy.

So then I started to count from one to three,
And promised that I’ll close my eyes cover my ears and accept the fact
That every chances we take, all kiss we make
was just a memory.