As a kid I had a dream,
To become a teacher it really is.
It never wavered nor shattered
As time went by, it stayed the same.
I grew up with mind all set,
I'll be a teacher no matter what is ahead.
I pursued that dream,
With hardwork and smile
Always glued on my face.
Challenges, hindrances, struggles or trials,
Whatever you call the hard times I had,
I was happy because I'm in love with what I'm doing.
I finished the degree I wanted the most,
With happy and proud parents even not with any flying colors.
They were happy and so am I, 'cuz I'm almost there to reach my dream
Whatever happens, I know I'm almost there.
A profession I want since I was a kid
Is now slowly dying just because of someone annoying.
You kept on bossing me around
That tells me what to do and to what not.
I finished a degree related to my dream,
Why is it slowly dying?
Why am I not loving it anymore?
Why do I need to overthink about things?
Like my capability, strengths, and worth?
Is it just me or it's you who really wanted this to happen?
Tell me now before I give up,
To continue or not
Is what my mind think about
All day and all night.
It's hard to make decisions
Especially when you are tired
Emotionally, Mentally, Physically and Spiritually.
Lord, I only need a sign
That's all I need
But someone who will give an advice might help as well.
A poem made because of mixed emotions and uncontrollable mind.