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Feb 2014 Natalka

derelictmemory

I want that lampshade in the corner to cast away the ghosts by my side
I want your hand to be intertwined with mine at every possible point of time
I want to feel like the waves day and night with rising tides
I want to hold that photograph that captures you in the perfect light always
I want to have that imperfect love when everything is simply perfection
I want the winds to blow through my hair like I'm as carefree as it is
I want to expunge the tornados and hurricanes trapped under my skin
I want to be held like preserved fragile parchments from ancient oaks
I want to be taken like a possesion while being loved like an enthralled being
I want to feel the confidence of the flames in your eyes that still burn
I want to see the swirl of the myriad of colours labelled by digits undefined
I want to live and breathe like hummingbirds in the forest
I want to be wild and in danger; constantly threatened and protected
But most of all
I want you to find me
To cut through every hedge
that stands in between us
Find me

(m.e.)

Feb 2014 Natalka

Goodbye

Feb 2014 Natalka

Sarah Daniels

Goodbye

Like a ghost
I'll pass by the lives
Of all I've ever known
Breathing fire
In your memories
Like a garden that
Will never grow

Like a passerby
I'm passing through
Lifespans of time
Spending years
Drowning in emotions
That are still burning
Still alive

It's so hard
To stay settled
When cursed
With a travelers mind
But my ghost
Will always be there
To comfort
The nostalgic nights

Forever in my heart
If not forever
In my sight
Because we all
Must learn to move
And grow
And leave love
Behind

Feb 2014 Natalka

I wish

Feb 2014 Natalka

Amelia

I wish

I told you to stop
But I was a hypocrite
You can't fix yourself
By fixing others

Feb 2014 Natalka

Worst Nightmare...

Feb 2014 Natalka

Amber K

Worst Nightmare...

If I could go back in time,
you would probably not be alive right now.

After all the times you tortured me.
All the times you made me hate myself...

I bet you didn't see this coming.
I bet you never guessed it would all back fire.

Now it may be extreme to say I'd break you if I could,
but I'm known to be an extreme person.

I'd break a bone for every word you used against.
For every time you used force.

I'd take the knife to you instead of myself.
And tell you it's your fault

Because why should I have to be the only one having nightmares?
Why should I have to suffer?

I want you to know what I am.
I want you to know that I am your worst nightmare.

Bad memories sometimes bring the violence out of me. I just had to vent about this. Sometimes it's the only thing that makes the pain go away.

Feb 2014 Natalka

Problems

Feb 2014 Natalka

Langston Hughes

Problems

2 and 2 are 4.
4 and 4 are 8.

But what would happen
If the last 4 was late?

And how would it be
If one 2 was me?

Or if the first 4 was you
Divided by 2?

Feb 2014 Natalka

The Scandal of The Substitution

Feb 2014 Natalka

Evynne

The Scandal of The Substitution

Unforgettable bones
Have been buried
The emptiness
Mutates
Fading fingertips
Break
Expanding wounds
Ache
And Innocence
Is replaced
By a
**Monster

Feb 2014 Natalka

I Miss Thee

Feb 2014 Natalka

Mohd Arshad

I Miss Thee

I do miss thee I do feel thee
                In the mistly golden morning
            When the gentle  breeze flutes thy
             Sweet verses and flow within me

                  I do miss thee I do feel thee
               When the snowflakes shower
                 Softly and touch my cheeks
                And to lose thee the fears flee