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Natalie V Apr 2013
Standing i was spinning.
you scream out loud you love me , and you did , But you deceive me.
Your screming had no meaning now that i have seen you with her.
I could be selfish not sharing your love with another woman , but you were selfish hurting me knowing you would .
I'm sorry because when you realize you can't love her I won't be there to let you love me and love you as i did.
You'll notice i'm always around in your mind , in your thoughts, in your heart; in your soul...
and you'll know you let me go , when I was the one.
Natalie V Mar 2013
Acaso es eso el amor?
tick tock se fueron los sentimientos.
Notas musicales ;
tu sonrisa reflejada en mis pupilas y una canción cantada por mi voz.
tick tock ya no me quieres.
Me molesta el reloj , el tiempo que pasa y se lleva todo , por que no me llevas lejos?
Claridad infinita en las nebulosas de mi mente las neuronas chocan electrocutando mis sentidos.
Desaparecí, siempre , me cerraba en el olvido era mas fácil
era mi droga
Yo misma era el opio.
Natalie V Mar 2013
Don't you dare to say you love me , liar , liar I'll slap your heart out until you're true.
You made me write out of anger.
I got too close , you make me get too into it, you pull me closer to push me away.
I might try to fix it once , I warned you about my character but you didn't listen.

You took a bet on breaking my heart too bad I figure out and always wear a shell upon my heart: you'll never get there fool , No one can hurt me; I thought i told you , I thought you felt my icy hug.

If there's a promise I can make is that you'll come back regreting what you lost therefore you replace it with something that couldn't be compare with what you had.

Go ahead , go with her but don't come back , You don't have me and never had; I need nothing from no one, I dont need your paunding cheating heart because no one breaks mine.
Natalie V Mar 2013
My teacher told me everyone was a liar , institutions , family ,church!
He was telling me about our hopeless young generation
Dissapointed on life that's what he seemed.
I smiled and told him not to worry , there were people who was good .
besides everybody is a liar maybe he was lying too.

Then i realiized life it's not worth for any sadness nor fatalism or regret.
Life is beautiful and charmin' only there you'll find love lies too.
Natalie V Feb 2013
We were Soulmates
as soon as I realized
I Knew we would never be together.
Natalie V Feb 2013
It couldn't be true could it?
How?
I need an answer how am I so broken ? How I'm so messed up?
I'm always feeling angry or not feeling **** at all.
I'm scraming in my head all the time , I am closing my eyes trying to stop .
Why is life so ****** up , why it has to be this hard?
Mommy don't you cry I'll pull you together even if I'm down.
Natalie V Jan 2013
He perdido los ánimos con el paso de los años, incluso esos de ayer en los que había ilusión…
He perdido la cabeza, envenenándome de a poco con drogas y alcohol
La depresión a mi derecha una pistola en mi cabeza, una flecha de cupido sonando como una canción.
La soledad determinante siempre mi más fiel a acompañante me enseño de comprensión.
Notas musicales y suspiros innombrables son mis sueños de afición.
¿Cómo creerle al amor en esta vida si todo está hecho de mentiras, si de nada sirve el perdón?
¡Quisiera que me quieras como se quiere la primavera en medio de una revolución!
Así… no le dispararía a mi cabeza sin tornillos, escuchando un bandoneón
Dame esa luz en tus pupilas, dame el beso escondido de tu boca, dame el amor que no existió.
Escucho los latidos de tu fuerte corazón, los tomo como palabras de mentiras de esas que sabes decir mejor que yo.
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