naifa aboali

naifa aboali Feb 2016

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She is blue like the sea
staring into her eyes is like staring into a black whole in space
empty but with great mystery
her mind is her home
She laughs at the thought of existence
Then sheds a tear

N.a.

Jan 2016

Sylvia Plath

A Better Resurrection

I have no wit, I have no words, no tears;
My heart within me like a stone
Is numbed too much for hopes or fears;
Look right, look left, I dwell alone;
A lift mine eyes, but dimmed with grief
No everlasting hills I see;
My life is like the falling leaf;
O Jesus, quicken me.

naifa aboali Jan 2016

To be free

To be free*
i will need to
**** this mind , ****** it , throw it down the stream of melancholia
tear these dramatic thoughts apart , make them yell like they made me inside
stab these tears , i want nothing to do with them
make them cry
break this heart , replace it with a ice cold diamond
leave my old body to rot in a ground surrounded by a million fresh daisies
take my soul somewhere it can sway with rhythms of wind
where it can sing till bursts into thousand stars
let me take my first real breathe of joy and euphoria
set me free

n.a.

naifa aboali Jan 2016

She is grey

she was yellow
she was filled with sunflowers and sunshine
she slowly started to manifest into a faded orange
she was fall, she was a tasty bitter orange
she then sprouted a color of blue
she was the ocean , she was the sky, she was sapphire
over night she became grey
she was the moon , she was the clouds on a rainy day
she was yellow
now
*she is grey

#depression

naifa aboali Jan 2016

These thoughts, Oh these thoughts

These thoughts , Oh these thoughts
how they try to corrupt me
they silence me
they scare me
my skull is going to burst
my dark thoughts have fallen in love with me
they won't leave my side
they crave me
These thoughts ,Oh these thoughts
they never let me rest
they have unlocked the gates of hell in my mind
they love to torture me
These thoughts, oh these thoughts
how they love me so
they hold me tightly
i'm being held hostage
they choke me
they need me
these thoughts Oh, these thoughts
they're my stalker
they know me like no other
they are every tear i shed
they haunt my mind
they are forever
These thoughts, Oh these thoughts

n.a.

#depression

Jan 2016

its gonna make sense

behind those eyes

in the deepest and utmost corner of my heart
the pain is being hidden

and on the outside
you will witness
my sweetest smile

if only
you will catch a glimpse
behind those eyes
is the loneliness that being kept

if only
you will stop and stare for awhile
you will find out
that i am in despair

i was wondering
if the saying

"in the eyes you will see the real feelings of a person"

is true

because why can't you see?

that i am

alone

crying

and

dying

inside?*

©IGMS

the twin of love is pain

#broken #depression #hurt

naifa aboali Dec 2015

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She gazes up at the sky through the car window wanting nothing but to disappear
she is overwhelmed with sadness
her sadness is hidden
she wears a mask of makeup and a smile

n.a.