Positive vibes
as I ride to tomorrow
with so much pride
will give my all
I swear I will not fall
I'm motivated
I'm heading to the horizon
to break the dawn
yes I feel like the sun
all shiny and bright
will show everyone the light
cause today
Is not just another day
today is the day
that I will make
the past go away
cause I will ride tomorrow
with a smile
and forever
be the sun
who shared
its shine.

I'm trapped
in this old house
and old life
with walls as high
as my will to fight
Pls let me leave
will climb these walls
or
make a hole
cause as long as i'm here
I don't feel like i'm whole
something's missing
a longing for something
The freedom
I seek
to see my dreams
over these walls

I'm not okay
Okay?
even if I lie I am
my face will show I'm not
for my life is in knots
all *******
and in shambles
my head is in scrambles
don't know what to do
or what can I do

I'm walking in circles
but i'm still lost
and I feel I was just a lost cost
I'm sorry I gambled
in you.
I really thought I won
but why do I feel I'm the one
who lost.

Yes I'm tired
so very tired
restless
sleepless
but I don't care
will push through
with all the will
even if I be ill
cause hope is present
the dream is near
head held high
will climb the summit
and raise my hand
and scream
I win.

The kid within me screams
lets go out and play
The sun is out and its a beautiful day
again she screams lets play

I'm afraid I can't
I replied, i'm tired and done
I hope I can still rest while I can
I can feel it!  The regrets
the time
the second
the minute
the memories
of the past when I can just play
cause when I was young
I didn't care
about bruises and cuts
as long I have those long laughs

Now time is catching up
for I'm Tired and done
but I don't want to lose the fun
I hope I can still stand
cause I still have the kid in me
telling me to lets play
and run
Telling time you can't catch me.

Hi Im new to this
So let me start by
breathing in and breathing out

Hi! I'm afraid
oh no! I mean I'm scared
No I mean
I'm OKAY
I'm actually HAPPY
but the same time scared
and afraid
for I'm in doubt
without a doubt
or its also a doubt
that the future is uncertain
certainly that's certain
Double words
doubling the doubled
for my mind is in a split.
with double thoughts.

I wont shave
In 2 weeks
Make that
4
Or not shaving
Anymore.

Why wait for
November
When I can start now
And forever look like
A bearded cow.