feeling
super super super
Sᵤᵢcᵢdₐl

don't tell my friends
or my family

It's getting too hot in this clown suit

give me a bottle of sunshine
I'm overdosing

no one needs to care for me
don't get mad

we can be friends
I won't spill my secrets

I'm feeling
super super super
▌│█║s̶u̶i̶c̶i̶d̶a̶l̶ █│▌

can I take off the mask
I can't look ahead

nose bleeding
I love taking a leap
a shot of hope

everything
in my life
is a metaphor

who wrote this sad story
where's my sad ending


ᵒᵘᵗ ᶠᵒʳ ᵃⁿ ᵃᵈᵛᵉⁿᵗᵘʳᵉ
ᴵ'ˡˡ ᵈⁱᵉ ˡᵃᵗᵉʳ

ᵇʳᵒᵏᵉⁿ ˢᶜʳᵉᵉⁿ
ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵘⁿ ⁱˢ ᵒⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᵒᵖᵖᵒˢⁱᵗᵉ ˢⁱᵈᵉ ᵒᶠ ᵐᵉ
ˢʰᵉ'ˢ ᵇᵉⁱⁿᵍ ᵐᵉᵃⁿ
ˢˡᵉᵉᵖⁱⁿᵍ ᵒⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ᶜᵒᵘᶜʰ
ⁿᵒ ᵒⁿᵉ ⁱˢ ᵃʳᵒᵘⁿᵈ
ˡᵒⁿᵉˡʸ ᵃᶠᵗᵉʳⁿᵒᵒⁿˢ
ᵃ ᵇʳᵃᵛᵉ ᶠʳⁱᵉⁿᵈ
ˡⁱᵉˢ
ⁱᵗ'ˢ ᵃˡʷᵃʸˢ ᵗʰᵉ ˡⁱᵉˢ

ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ ʷᵃˢⁿ'ᵗ ᵃⁿʸ
ˡᵃᵘᵍʰⁱⁿᵍ
ᵇᵒⁿᵈⁱⁿᵍ
ˡᵒᵛⁱⁿᵍ

ᵈᵃʳᵏ ᵇⁱʳᵗʰᵈᵃʸ
ʷᵉᵉᵏˢ ᵒᶠ ʷⁱˢʰⁱⁿᵍ
ᶠᵒʳ ᵈᵉᵃᵗʰ
ᶜᵒᵐᵉ ᵗᵒ ᵃⁿ ᵉⁿᵈ
ᴵ'ˡˡ ˡᵉᵃᵛᵉ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᵇᵉᵈʳᵒᵒᵐ ⁿᵒʷ

I'm hurting
my pain is loud

ⁱ ᵐⁱˢˢ ʸᵒᵘ
ⁱ ᵐⁱˢˢ ʸᵒᵘ
ᵗᵒᵒ

ᴵ'ᵛᵉ ⁿᵒᵗ ˡᵉᵃʳⁿᵉᵈ ᵃⁿʸᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ ⁿᵉʷ
ᶜᵒᵐᵉ
ˡᵒᵒᵏ
ᵃⁿᵈ ˢᵉᵉ

ⁱᵗ'ˢ ⁿᵒᵗ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵃᵐᵉ
ʷⁱᵗʰᵒᵘᵗ
ʸᵒᵘ

ʸᵒᵘ ˡᵉᶠᵗ ᵃⁿ ᵉᵐᵖᵗʸ
ᵖʳᵉˢᵉⁿᶜᵉ

ᵗᵉᵃᶜʰ ᵐᵉ ʰᵒʷ ᵗᵒ ᵈʳᵃʷ
ᴵ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ⁿᵒᵗ ˡᵉᵃʳⁿᵉᵈ

ᴵ ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ʷᵃⁿᵗ ᵗᵒ ᶠⁱⁿⁱˢʰ
ᵗʰᵉ ʸᵉᵃʳ ʷⁱᵗʰᵒᵘᵗ ʸᵒᵘ

ʷⁱˡˡ ᴵ ᵐᵃᵏᵉ ⁱᵗ
ᵗⁱˡˡ ˢᵖʳⁱⁿᵍ

ʷⁱˡˡ ᴵ ˢᵉᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ᵗʳᵉᵉ ᵇˡᵒᵒᵐ

I only look forward to seeing the man on the moon

Mother hold me close
The world will end soon
Come blood moon
wash away my sins
everyday I see the sky less
I wonder how many perfect moments I've missed
I hope the world burns
in January
I'll be here till the end
I won't be saved
I'm not asking to be saved
Mother hold me
there's a fire burning
in my brain

Please listen

You can't buy my happiness

I wish you could

You can't hug away my sadness

I wish I could

Please listen

I'm begging

Please

Say something

you should know I'm depressed
when I start hearing
cigarettes after ***

I'm a dead man
sleeping
there's no talking
in the cemetery
no one brings me flowers
I can't feel the rain
even if it's for hours
my loved ones all hate me
I look forward to the day of the dead
just to talk with death
I'm a dead man
weeping
there's no excitement
I can't feel the thunder
my bones are dust
fake flowers
are the worst
I want the real ones

Sometimes I wonder why,
Pathetic
Dramatic
People are

They're so young
full of youth
There's more months to live
Another sunrise
a moon's grin

It's depressing
reading how
depressed they are

They remind me of myself
that's why I hate it the most

missing someone
I shouldn't be
but I love this someone

baked brownies
to remember your
taste
they came out burnt
had a vile taste

insidious
a virus

all we do is write about
missing someone
how we love someone

someone is never actually with us

recently the daylight
lately the sunlight has a
feeling of autumn

These yellow walls only make it harder to breathe
Makes me
more and more
No such thing of smiles
in this home
Lay in bed
till it's time to go to sleep
Makes my heart stop
I can't breathe
within
these yellow walls

I know how these ungrateful beings work
the way they use kind people
as puppets
they have not felt guilt

I know how they sleep
the way they smile and laugh like
they haven't hurt
and destroyed hearts

I know
they don't have their own

let it rain
I want to feel rage

all I see is red

you say I'm winter
distant
bitter
icy

hands so cold
snowflakes in my belly
when you touch me

you pull my milky white hair
feels so sweet

show me no mercy

you want to drown
even if I pull you down

I almost called you summer
baby
you're spring
planting flowers
each footstep you take

trying to escape
the sound
of your voice

I wish I never met you
I wish I couldn't see your face
you run inside my mind

every time you kiss me
the sun comes out

I must turn away
or I'll melt into your arms

**** me
hurt me
every time you kiss me

It's amazing
astonishing
extraordinary

you'll never believe me

Now I see
now I've fallen
to the lowest
of low

I put you so high
I couldn't reach you
I could no longer see you

I was mistaken
I misunderstood
your words

  lies

don't paint me crazy
don't make me the bad guy
don't call me delusional

I'm not defeated
you lied to me
big ******* deal
I never told you how I felt

now I see it

You're a man
you're just like the rest
I thought so highly of you
no
now I see
you're a man

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ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇᴠᴇʀ Fᴇᴇʟ Sᴏʀʀʏ

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ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ Fᴇᴇʟ Sᴏʀʀʏ


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