we shouldn't sit in the same room alone
my mistake for ever trusting you

an ounce of kindness
got me into a hell of a mess

I want you to sleep
so I can crawl into your nightmares

are we still friends now
are you sorry now

It was a night in the clear rain
overhead
I said
you might be the one
my heart might make it
my right ear
ringing
I can barely see the far away
If I go blind
you must be the last face I see
If I go deaf
You'll be the last voice I hear
let's climb onto this seesaw
one will touch the ground
the other touches the sky

are you having fun without me
It's been forever since
we last whispered
secrets into the afternoon

when I whispered
show me forever
I did not expect
silence
from your part

climb onto this seesaw
whoever reaches the ground
doesn't have a chance to touch the clouds

are you alright
I know I'm doing fine
without you
doesn't mean I can't miss you

let's go
we don't need to play games anymore
I've touched the moon and stars
without you
wondering
if you were holding
the sun behind my back
taking away my air

I'm liar

I'd be lying if I said I don't miss you

so much

I hate the way
we're so separated

breaks my tiny heart

you're still so beautiful

your smile is worth gold

don't do what you're told

I'm wondering

if you miss me too

I think you do

maybe that hurts me a little more than it should

listen pretty girl
with the pretty voice and eyes
time is getting cold

all the leaves will fall
can I hold you when it's cold
your warm hands in mine

I'm cold by myself
listen here pretty girl I
want your hands in mine

come there's a small fire
the stars are in my pocket
we can fly away

have a little fun
slipped into an unconsciousness
midnight chills I'm cold

I always make people happy

I make laughs
And smiles

No one makes me happy
Or laugh , smile

I've lived in so
Many houses
I've never had a home

I swam in a swimming pool
So much water in my head
I drowned

I was deep down
I can't breathe air anymore


All i see from underwater is
Smiles
And the laughs

The blue waves
On the surface

My words aren't so deep
They only reach a river's depth

Yet when you write
It's like I'm out by the sea
Your words are layers
Under the earth's soil

I only achieve to describe a tree's leaf
You'll write out the roots

I'm your porcelain doll
Hoping I won't fall

Being with you is like
Dreaming in a dream

You couldn't get any better to me

I don't want to come down from your love

Heart stops

Let me fall

I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
̶  I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶ ̶
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
                                                  I­̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶ ̶
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶  h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶  y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶ ̶
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
                                                   ­        I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶ ̶
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶  y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
̶          I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶ ̶
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
̶       I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶ ̶
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶ r̶d̶e̶r̶ ̶
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
               I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶ ̶
̶  I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
        I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶ ̶
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
   I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶  h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
̶                                    I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶ ̶
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
         I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶ ̶
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
                                                   ­                             I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶ ̶
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
               I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶ ̶
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
                                     I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶ ̶
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
    I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶ ̶
̶  I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶  r̶d̶e̶r̶
̶I̶'̶  l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶ ̶
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶  e̶r̶
̶       I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶ ̶
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶         ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
                                 I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶ ̶
̶     I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶   r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶d̶e̶r̶ ̶
̶I̶'̶l̶l̶ ̶t̶r̶y̶ ̶h̶a̶r̶  d̶e̶r̶
          


                                    ­               ᵤntᵢl my
lₑgs bᵣₑₐk

          bₑfₒᵣₑ my ₑyₑs clₒsₑ

                                                      
                                                                ­                      blₑₑdᵢng nₒsₑ

            until
             I break myself
                 for trying my hardest

tomorrow you will carry my corpse
I won't say goodbye

Turn off the lights
Are you a vampire ??
close the curtains
no one is looking inside
I hate your laugh
I hate your voice

I want to jump out the window

Everything you do makes me go
You give me eye rolls

What's this game you play
No one will ever love you this way

You're so uptight
I can't breathe beside you

Let me steal your brain
Give yourself a break

Turn off the lights
I didn't ask

You make me so angry
I only wish to never see or hear you again

My memories are pounding
On the walls of my brain
Telling me they want to live once again
I'm sad to inform them
They're stuck in the past
will die
With my last breath of life

I could never pick a moment
To live in forever

It depends on the weather

this is the end
the beginning
and ending
bring out the aliens
it's pure humor
we hide behind it

because
this is the end
the fire is burning
life is dying
it's a forest
pure oxygen
why are we quiet

the beginning
to our end
we stay silent
post a tweet about it
broke and depressed
we hide behind a mask
send funny pictures
let's laugh and cry at the same time

it's terrifying
the old made a mess
the young must fix it

sixteen year old activist
millennials don't trust the government
mother nature is more than disappointed
pray
hope everything is okay
let's stay in bed until the world ends

7 billion people
I'll see you all at earth's funeral

I was overreacting
thinking you were crying

I hope you're always happy
Never see you cry

Stay happy

I never want to see you crying

It's been a long day

I just want to take a nap

suddenly it's raining in my room

Feels like a black dream

Please always stay full
I never want to see you sad

i wish i could call you everyday
just to hear your voice

i think i made a mistake
i feel like a fool
for falling

someone i can't have
everything we do leads to nothing

I don't want to tell her not to go
But I don't wanna have to see her go

Your fingers gracely on my skin

sunflowers by my bed
Your scent on my pillows and head

Could I record your voice
To replay it

I'll hold you
Consume your love
And return it

Dance with you

Only if you were to love me too

Have to many people blowing up my phone

I just want to take some time alone

I got questions here and there

Just because I'm lonely
Doesn't mean you have to talk to me

I want to sleep in
all day

Without hearing my phone ring


Leave me be
For a day

Stuck in a photograph

Forced to smile

the most beautiful flowers
grow in
harmful places

I never
let anyone
make promises

forever isn't real

with you
silence
is full of
life and nothingness

I made my past mistakes
we ran out of things to say

when I'm with you
I don't regret it

I only
hope I can say all the things
I want to say

I never make promises
I can't keep

ever since I met you
I want to

I'm happy
I'm sad
I'm mad
I'm happy
I'm sad
I'm mean
I'm depressed
I'm happy
I'm suicidal
I'm mad
I'm confused

Oh well time to get ready for the next day

Staring off into space
She's not okay
It's okay

Everyone is telling her she's lazy
So she hides away

From the feelings
kept inside

Didn't finish that one show on time

The earth feels like its heating up
and we'll all die

Secrets are just pretty lies
and I give them away to the ones
who aren't suppose to say

She calls me three times a day
but I only ever answer
to hang up right away

Talk away about your day
and how your perfect job
kills your brain

I'm sure you're not interested to
hear about my day

I'm waiting outside
when everyone is inside

Can I fight off the evil feelings
can I reach the sky
become Infinite

I'm only ever myself online
so I might become a virus
to **** off my mind

So sad
So mad
I can't hear the rain
Aganist my window

Why am i falling apart
The gods
They hate me now

Let's take a deep breath
Admit we don't feel the same

I'll live in a better city
Some day

Serenity when it's raining
But i can't hear the
Raindrops falling

The gods
Haunt me
Now

At least
I'm powerful

she walked around
waiting for the pain to fade
but her make up stains
were ugly on her face
she smiled for her family
everything was ok
she was an actress
to everyone
loved games
only
one day she would break
his heart
just like he did
to hers

we like dancing on heavy clouds
you use to play me the guitar
catching blue stars
the ones that burned for our souls
you came from another universe
another galaxy
I couldn't believe
you were with me
I wasn't enough
till this day
can you hear me play
can you hear me cry
something inside me weeps
turned blind
couldn't speak
there's a dead tree
only on the top
can you see green leaves

i was happy for you
i wanted the best for you
i wanted all the pieces to connect for you and me too
i wanted everything to be good
and be together too

the things I do
to hear the rain fall

I hate to dream
and fall asleep

in the middle of
the city

where no one can
see or hear me

the people are mean
and then so nice
you don't know what to think anymore

but everytime I talk to you
I lose my head

I don't know how to find myself after
all I can think of is you

wonder
thoughts
remembrance

maybe if I hid
my journal that one morning
I would still be living in the city

maybe if I hadn't
entered your rose garden
I wouldn't be as broken

the bitter regret
when the sunrise
comes in

the butterfly effect
could have made a change

it's always
what if

is it okay
if I steal your face

make a living
I'll give it back someday

is it okay
to pretend

it's wrong
I know

can we talk for a small second
can you be quiet
don't ask questions

can I steal your face
I'll keep it
wear it when I see them
they're gonna love me

it's in my hands now
I'll never take it off

I burned out

cut ties
erased everything

we weren't friends
why are we pretending

you won't even notice
I'm leaving out the front door

starting to breathe

all our memories
moments we spent together

will feel so meaningless

not yet
not now

soon

I feel great
Yeah i should

But instead
I tear off bits of skin
From my lips

Their so dry

And my fingertips

I cried
In the shower too

I guess i didn't
Want to lose control

Like bang my head
Against the wall

It's because
I crave affection

I got many addictions

I put them on hold
Hoping i was going to grow

I'm down the drain

I'm just an echo

A shadow

I always feel like my life goes in circles
back again
to the start
never reaching the end

all I ever do is
repeat my mistakes
I write the same thing
over and over
it's the same pain

life
dies
whenever I'm around

my lack of sympathy
gets me in problems
I don't want to

just a little older
the air
less cold

if I could touch the sun
I would

I don't need any friends
I got them all in my head

I don't need a lover
She's six feet under

Tomorrow night
I'll visit a meteor shower

We have celestial dust
In our bones and flesh

Made from Earth and outer space

I don't need any friends
If the stars
Are willing to listen

everyone wants to be the moon
touch the stars
and kiss the sun

everyone is secretly sad
that sad gleam in their eyes
confusion covers it all

I don't want the moon
I don't want the sunrise

I want my broken heart fixed
I want the voices to quiet down

trying my hardest
everyone looks away
dealing away
with their mess

to busy helping ourselves
we don't look at eachother

don't ask me about the future
I don't plan on making it that far

I don't wish for tomorrow
I left my courage inside yesterday

I lied
I don't think I'll be here next month
I lied
I said it's fine
really
I'm so terrified
starting to cry
let me take it all back

don't make me think so far
the vast
corruption of my mind

I'm not making any plans

everything is so temporary
feels like
I never existed

I wish I never met you

I can't forget you

we're chasing the far away clouds
in a purple sky
it doesn't matter if we feel alive
going up and down
we'll be fine

putting you first
so much it hurts

you'll never be my good morning text
goodnight kiss

but I'll be your firefighter
saving you from danger

I'll burn myself
lose my breath

give it all to you instead

hair ties
sweating up
she really doesn't like you
you won't give up
he brings her fruit
mangos
pineapples
and strawberries too
I sit behind
corner of his eye
wondering why
I don't fit inside his sight
can I ask for grapes
bring me cherries on wednesday
he only looks at her
He doesn't realize
I love fruit
she's older
he's crazy
the good kind
the kind I fall for
I follow his steps
I can't stand beside him
hate to be the girl
he doesn't look for
I wish he never spoke

Stars are falling
Into our sick sky

Dust becomes
Stardust

Flowing with
Starlight

I make fun of you

Don't you remember the good times

you're still mine

If you could
Would you. . .

You'd be there

I know

Stars are flying
Back into space

Far away

Leaving me
A plain
Sky
Without
A single star
To trace

we can grow our hair
I could paint your nails
I'll use your shirts
you can wear mine too
I'll comb your hair
you could kiss my lips
I just want you to stay
believe me when I say
I'll do anything to see your face
anything to hear your voice
I'll give you that side of the bed
I would wear your cologne if you allow it
do you want to try my perfume
should I wear your socks
will you come by
stay for a little while
stay the night
stay with me today
don't ever leave
I'll do anything


now I know
I'm feeling it

love is so hard

You said
I said

I want to make it

Could we stop faking this

I was staring off into the sunset

Whispering into the clouds

I walked around
Until darkness fell

I found my friends
The brightest constellations

The soft grass
Against my back

A soft melody track

I'm alone

So alone

Just with myself

                                                  I will find you
                                                    In pink skies
                                                       Bitter Lies

I almost forgot the
Dangerous weather
Thunder crashing
Against the window

                     Would you believe me if I said I've changed?

Maybe I'm not so empty

it shouldn't hurt this much
to love you

even if it kills me
slowly

it's worth it

what have you done
you know this is a mistake
but it's too late

we've come this far
too late to go back

I'll always want you
but I can't have you

My little grey dress
The day is almost coming

The dress is so plain
No rain

But when I have to go
Don't cry my love

My pretty
Pink lips painted
My hair not combed
But messy

The night was made to cry
Because there's no light

My time is coming
And yet I can feel
The sunrise as well

now it's over
I was waiting

I didn't want anyone to notice

it was nobody's fault

I'm too nice
to everyone

kindness
synonym for weakness

being nice doesn't
make me feel safe

being nice doesn't
make me feel loved

nowhere to run

it's over
no more talking

all said and done
it's nobody's fault

I don't want to be nice anymore

don't ask me for favors

I don't want to talk
don't wait for my response

it's all his fault
let's not pretend

I want everyone to know

I'm not angry
I'm not bitter

I don't care anymore

believe me
I am moving on

cried myself awake
crying, waking up

another dream
another bad dream
strangers
strange places
haunting me

fading away
fading away
fading away
fading away
fading away
fading away
fading away
fading away

I can't look away
I can't look away

what did you do to me
what does it do to me

should I buy you candy
should I get you a balloon

I like toys and dolls
houses with small chairs

do you want to play a game
doesn't matter what's your age

I'm feeling kinda hazy
would you say I'm crazy

I forget that I'm growing up

I forget that I'm no longer
a child
my teen years filled with flowers

oh
how they die so fast

I forget we grow up
in a blink of an eye

thought maybe you and I
could find a fairy
a diamond in the sky

I like bears
pink bows
glitter nails

don't you want to play
it doesn't matter if you go
we can play tomorrow all over again

I'm feeling kind of dizzy
won't you say I'm crazy

I forgot that I've grown up

no more playgrounds
no more running around

I forget that I am growing up

once a flower
now pressed dead

If only I could believe

like I once did

all those beautiful dreams
gone to sleep

we often like to convince ourselves
love can conquer all

love is medicine
love is the answer

love is a hello
and goodbye

we like to convince ourselves
love is enough

it's a lie

love is alive
so
it dies