you say I'm beautiful
why can't you say the same for yourself

oh I got you on my skin
clipped on like a pin
your making me bleed
yet
I think I love you

I'm hoping you do too
do I make you bleed ?

All I ever wanted was to call you mine
for you to look at me in the eyes
and hang out with all our friends
kiss you in public
visit your siblings and parents
I wanted you to see the real me
lay in bed till we fall asleep
the sounds echo out
we never found out
I wanted this
you threw it all away
girls like girls
yet that scared you away

I have so much oxygen
Even with my head underwater
I'm feeling alive
every time things get dark
seeing you in the dark
that's all we can afford
I would play the keys with such feeling
I can hear nothing
bubbles rising up the surface
where did all the sounds go
telling me I'm down
I don't hear the notes

use to live in a green land
now I'm between concrete walls
what made us fall
We haven't spoken since may
life really has changed
I still miss the city rain
it's only ever cloudy in the mornings
where I live

you still think I'm crazy
it's a maybe
do they miss me

I don't
I don't
tired of faking it all
your in a hospital now
your not doing fine now
sorry if you got what was coming back around

she said
being with you is
like standing on ice
surrounded by walls of fire

can't talk
tongue is paralyzed
couldn't close her eyes either
beauty so pretty

likes the heart
on her cheek

waiting for another
encounter
only to be standing in fire
with ice walls

The boy never loved you
he just wanted to ****
warning signs flashing

disappeared like lightning
jumped out of bed like a frog
he didn't like the color of your eyes
it was too dark

oh, poor little girl, he used you
now you should too

Saw your face
Didn't feel ****
Is my heart not working
I tried to forget about you
It worked
Saw you and I didn't feel ****

How hollow can you get
Nothing left
Nothing to say
Be who you use to be
Or breathe

She said
She had hurricane winds
Not sure they can destroy
Not sure they know it


I don't want you to go
I was there when you cried gold
Going back to your friends
Hope I'm in between
Answer me
Even when you've fogotten

I'm not so broken
You never cracked me open
Wish you did
Could have blossomed
Into something

It's all about cigarrettes and ***
And the poison alcohol contains

The constant need of touch
And sweat

Everyone loves to breathe out smoke
And breathe it in

It's all about
I need you
And i want you
But you don't love me so
There's really nothing to you

We like our lovers empty
And toxic

Drunk on some drink
Not by emotion

Play around with them
In darkness

By daylight
We got the lonely heart
And heavy soul

Hurting head
And twisted thoughts

On what we need
What we want

Those two don't come hand in hand

Just breathe in pure oxygen
Drink water
Not some potion

And forget about having
Regretful nights
By the morning

It's all about cigarette smoke
Alcohol swallows
And one night feelings

Instead of thinking
Of what we deserve