what do you think about love
real love

do you want real love
are you feeling love drunk

focus on me
let's talk about love

are you lovesick
playing hide and seek

you're a loveholic
romance is everything
it's always love first

let me hold you together
I want to see you grow
let me see you fall apart

I'm your lonely bird
be my lovely bird

let me see you fly
I cut off my wings for you
let me see you cry

my lover
you have your world
come and see mine

don't run away
you are my universe

I've been thinking about
now answer
what do you think about love

love I'm gonna **** you
I bet you like that

I'm addicted to the rain

placed my bed under a cloud

stuffed lightning in my pillow
thunder in the air

I'm addicted
to the cold

sleeping in the rain
dancing inside thunder
singing on lightning

I was born on a sunny day
but I belong in the rain

I talk to the clouds
my best friends

I'm not crying
the sky is so sad
for me

sleeping in lightning
dancing in the rain
singing with thunder in my head

I belong to a cloudy sky
every day it rains

why so sad
all
because of me

cold wind
open up the windows

I want to feel it

cold thunder
bitter rain

my fingers are frozen

I still see you deep in my dreams
wearing a hoodie

we are nothing
yet we affect everything
everyone I touch dies

no one wants to be my friend
I've already seen this before

I'm always blind
I know why
I just like bad endings

feels like everyone is here
I'm so cold
we are in noir

open the door
there's a storm outside

everyone I touch turns cold
cold lightning
cool thunder

I'm so bitter

Hey God girl
Tell me where we're going

Where are you
Me and you

Tell me when we're going
Are we falling

My fallen angel
I think you'll fade away

Don't come down
I feel your voice
Your heavenly hands graze my skin

Your wings
burn so bright

God Girl
Tell me are we going

I love it
I love it

I'll tell you

You're fading into me
I love it
Fall into me
I want it

I'll make you feel disgusting
feel emotions
make you cry
make you sad,
mad
crave it like a human

You will hate it

Only
then you're late
so fallen

No return to heaven

Try again
Try again
I can't do this my only friend

Trying again
and again

The pressure
my veins are weakening
Oxygen inside my body draining

I tried again
not so great

My final day

Everything is falling
I can't stop it from raining

Now it's pouring
Overflowing

I can't control it

Hey clouds
I'm feeling down
I wish I had the sky to myself

in this house without a roof
I lay in bed

letting go
missing myself
I can't go

I want to feel

a tear

Hey cloud
I once rained
till I became nothing

It's okay to let go
Don't lose yourself

even though I'm not living happily
I'm living to feel it again

I want everything I can't have
I have everything I don't want

white screens
blank space
static dream

can't love me

why love you

my hands are frozen
I've lost all concentration

all my meaning

around me

earth is crowded
perhaps
I need space
to embrace my loneliness

this is intoxicating
this is deranged

I never thought

I hate everything I have
I love everything I don't

Keep me locked
everyone loves me without a tongue
It's not my last day
I'm still a blink from giving away

If I can't have my self
I don't want anyone else

If I can't love my reflection
Then I don't want to love you

I can't find my brain
to see you

Turn off the lights
Sleep alone
I've never felt so lonely
I don't know who I am anymore

I'm the devil's daughter
She tells me don't water the flowers
she told me I burned away my father

I'm still calling out to the sky
I'm still wasting away inside

He says I'm a shadow
I follow everyone around
I'm stepped on

I ask him
What's this darkness
must demons watch over me

I dream of an angel
with beautiful wings
they're not for me

Being positive doesn't help
because you are depressed and suicidal
no one listens
every time you try and speak
your tongue
curls up
it swims down
your stomach
lays there
till you fall asleep
it comes back to you in a dream

If it's about you
I don't care
sorry

all I want is
it to be about me

I want to talk about me
but I hate your response to everything I say

I want the attention on me
so if I die
will you love me

set myself on fire
**** a bird
I haven't matured

consideration
call out my real name

if no one is looking at me
I feel so gone

you said you fell in love
I said that's wrong

You said you're looking to stay
while I'm making you go away

you want emotions and time
I want nothing and emptiness

you're holding on
I'm fallen

you write about them in your diary
I'm done talking to them

please you're hurting yourself being too open
please let go
I'm afraid

no more
I'm cutting off my ears
I want no more

have you not felt disappointment before

let it go

I don't want to hear from you anymore

I know I am pathetic in everyone's eyes
I know I'm wasting space and time
taking up air
polluting my brain
I know
I know
what everyone thinks
don't forgive me
please don't look at me
don't think of me
ignore me
hate me silently
I deserve it all
I've lost it all
no one respects me
I hold no importance anymore
I'm older
no wiser
I'm older
no better
I'm older
no one cares

so I've let my hair grow
you know
it's I don't know
soft
wavy
curly
sparkling
under the sun

I remember he told
I can spot you from a crowd
with your gorgeous hair

so I've let my hair grow
you don't know
it just means
a lot
right now

my back is hurting
I don't know why
I turn around
why are you holding knives

my heart is hurting
why
when I tell you what's wrong
you turn around

I'm cold I know
You're cold
and I try

why don't say it to my face

why are you walking away

I'm not going to fight
even then
you turn over

you're no good
I've heard it over and over

my back is hurt
from all the times
you've stabbed me
you chose to betray me
in the most pathetic way

slowly
I'm bleeding
but I'll let you know

I'm not so cold
You're so cold
and I'm not going to try

here's your knife back

June
July is looking for you
summers waiting all day
do you want to go away
from this place
June
I'm looking for you
do you want to
go for a ride
spring is coming by
June
I'm waiting for you

Daydreams
free fall
I can't wait to not see you anymore

Grey jacket
your glasses
messy hair
silly butterfly surprises

You're my Sunday blessing
You're an early birthday gift
You're the first ray of sun on chilly afternoon

I can't wait to see you again

once I step out of my skin
maybe we can be friends

maybe once I don't cry when I think about you
we can date

Daydreams
fallen into a deep sleep
so never
doesn't exist

Hey
It's me
Can you believe
I still miss you

I'm not the same
who I used to be
when I laughed with you

Don't you remember
Please don't forget

The sun hates me
so I  hide inside all day

Please remember
Don't you forget

The clouds hate me
so I stay in bed

I wish I knew
how to find life
find love
find someone alone

You still make me feel so small
I'm not that little girl anymore

Some nightmares are so vivid
they follow you into reality

Him & I
feels like a universe
separates us
apart

I wonder if he thinks of me
like I do

Magical moment
I don't know why
the sun rise

Sad girl
no control
why my dreams don't come true

If this isn't my life
I hope I find it another time

If I don't find the place
the perfect minute
I'll live

Who stops me
from destroying myself?

Take off my head
Take my breath
Spill the toxic chemicals that **** my brain
the demons in my body
have no home

Hair of stars
They're falling out
Looking for younger life

I'm dying out
all the light
I once illuminated
****** into my own black hole

I'm stuck inside today
so I don't try tomorrow
so I don't love myself
so I keep giving up

Who keeps me awake

What keeps me from living the life
I wanted

I hope
I don't

The broken mirror
I went inside
Stuck inside today
I can't reach tomorrow

Vacant
Faith

In the beginning
You made me so happy
but now all I'm feeling is sadness

I'm sad
I ever met you

Now all I feel is blue

When we first met
The sky was red

In the end
You became
what makes me sad

Thank you
I've been here forever
still doesn't feel real

come close, come children
sadness reigns, it will rain soon
carry yourself, child

ɪꜰ ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍʏꜱᴇʟꜰ
ᴅᴏᴇꜱ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴋʏ ᴛᴜʀɴ ᴘɪɴᴋ
ɪꜰ ɪ ʙᴇᴄᴏᴍᴇ
ꜱᴇʀᴇɴᴅɪᴘɪᴛʏ
ᴡɪʟʟ ɪ ʜᴇᴀʀ ᴛʜᴇ ʙɪʀᴅꜱ ꜱᴘᴇᴀᴋ
ɪ'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ʀᴇᴀᴄʜɪɴɢ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟᴏᴠᴇ
ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ
ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴏᴜᴄʜ ᴍʏꜱᴇʟꜰ
ɪꜰ ɪ ʙʀᴇᴀᴛʜᴇ
ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴍʏ ɴᴏꜱᴇ
ᴡɪʟʟ ɪ ꜰʟʏ
ʏᴏᴜ ꜱʜᴏᴜʟᴅɴ'ᴛ ᴄᴀʀʀʏ ᴍᴇ
ɪ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ
ɪꜰ ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍʏꜱᴇʟꜰ
ᴡɪʟʟ ɪ ʟɪᴠᴇ

Do thou but call my resolution wise,  And with this knife I’ll help it presently.

roses die
violets aren't blue
I guess we lie
a little too much for our own good

february
slow down

everything is coming back to life
all I see is green
trees flourishing

petals fall
the sky is blue
I tell the truth
even when I lie

can you be my princess
let me lay my head on your shoulder
for a while
can you be my lover
let me embrace your body

I'll spill my haunting secrets
don't expect to see me
in the morning
I'm off and on

so lonely
you became a star

playing hide and seek
under dreary clouds

I should try again
another day

you only care about me when I'm sad
once I smile
everything is fine

so it doesn't matter
what I say

I'm going crazy
you keep forgetting
everything about me

you only love me
when I'm feeling depressed

once the clouds
fly away
the sun is shining
you'll believe my head is clear of all its poison

I might drown
I might choke
with your forgetfulness

keep on
forget me
forget all about my feelings

falling off the edge with you
I'm never happy
I must hide my frown before you come around
too good to be true

my birthday passed
It doesn't last
I feel so bitter
I'm sorry I don't care
let me leave you
before you leave me
starry night
nostalgia
I can't get over this loneliness
love me more
I wanted them to love me more
my birthday passed
cupid's arrow
he couldn't reach me
broken
by my fortress
cupid's broken bow
how am I supposed to know
love me more
love me
even
if I don't

super snow moon
tell me why things change too soon
tell me if it's all a phase
should I give up today
and tomorrow again

snow moon
it's getting cold
the wind blows
and I hear the snow

tell me
is everything temporary
why do things
come and go

buried behind thick clouds
come out
don't disappear

the home I use to love
belongs to someone else

the person who was my everything
is with somebody else

the soul
I used to be
the air I used to breathe
my spirits are low
I'm saying yes
but I'm feeling no

if every day feels so grey
tell me hunger moon
can you shine
through the clouds
this hazy night