Your good mood
is making me insane
why can't I feel like that
Your smile hits me
and I'm already falling down
You give me reasons to stay
and I want to let go
I'm still so misunderstood
I don't know me
and you won't either
sometimes I wish you'd leave the room
so I can break myself without shame
sometimes I want to hit all the mirrors
so you can throw all the pieces in my face
you're making me sad
I already hate myself
why do you give me everything
leave me alone
I'm spiraling down
don't come looking for me
someone save me
don't call for me
someone look for me

how I put up with my mess
how I put up a smile to tame away the sadness
how I talk like I wasn't forming final plans in my head
how I don't know where to go
how I don't know if I should let us go

maybe you should sleep further away
maybe I should wake up before you
maybe I could move away

the more
I stay
the more I disappear

I can't find my head
I can't find my head
my mind is nowhere close
please
wish me well

there's the moment I wait for
the moment she turns around
the moment she's distracted
why don't you have cryptic dreams about me
I'm two feet away
crying

she's the only one I love
she's moving on
leaving me all alone

she's the only one I know
I'm a fool
she is all I know
leave me alone

the week crumbles down my shoulders
I know everyone will ask me
ask me why am I letting everything rot around me

I'm feeling the heat of summer
I shiver when I sleep

now everyone is moving on
now everyone goes
everyone is turning around

the moment
is gone
she's looking at me
she sees right through me
she doesn't see me

nothing comes to mind
to bring her back

she left Ana in shock

she left
without a goodbye

nothing comes to mind
all they do is cry

come around
say hello

I wouldn't mind
meeting your ghost

It's always all about me //
                                         It's never because of you

no es tarde
lleno de amor
gracias por tu amor
nunca es demasiado tarde
gracias por tus palabras
lleno de amor
la noche te espera
la luna te besa para dormir
tus corazones
tu amor
se queda dentro del sol
nos vemos en la mañana
Ya es tarde
la luna te besa para dormir
un sueño sano
esperamos la mañana

don't go too far down
don't go
check
and see
what is unwanted
of me

stay a little higher
then blink away

don't go far away  
you'll lose your breath
it's cryptic
it's deeper
darker

don't find my buried bones
don't go finding a skull
you might not like what you see

blink away
stay a little higher
up ground

where I don't seem like a lonely weeping monster

it's not all about me
                                //      it's all because of you

I can whoever I want to be

I don't need your opinion
you'll always be ignored

I can be whoever I want

I'll love whoever I want
I'll do whatever I want
I'll go wherever I want
I'll leave whenever I want

I'll be whoever I want

you don't need to say something

I know there's someone out there like me

I'm not special
I'm not unique
I'm not weird
I'm not different
I'm not anything they want me to be

I'm not alone
we're not alone

Yoh stand alone

I can only wish
you see
that you still remember me

time has passed away
both of us
are not the same

I died once
are you still living okay

my wishes don't come true
dreams I hope I lived
disappearing into the sunrise

I can only wish

you will remember me

take me around and around
you don't listen to a word
the sound

come onto me
I don't want to listen
move around me

I don't want to be

stop taking me to places I feel so empty

all you do is sit next to my skeleton

call me
still I feel more distant

I'm not your compass
you can't carry me around
to use me when you're missing

leave / leaving me feeling / down / down

the more I try and speak
I only get shut off

treat me like paper

burn me into ashes

sometimes I'm bored
not feeling it

so close in touch with death
I still think no one is watching over me

sometimes
I hear this song
he knows the one
goosebumps
or is it the air coming in from the high windows

calling over my sadness
I was happy
now my smile is losing its charm

sometimes
I wonder where we go
where we are
where we stay

sometimes
there's no meaning
at all

now

finding myself
fast approaching death

sometimes
all we need is a day out
to remember we're not alone

look everyone breathes in the same air
!

sometimes
you just need to hug a pillow
stop thinking
sleep away

I wish I was invisible sometimes

just to stare at you longer

I found cupid's bow
I don't know where to go

love should be enough
Love should be the reason I wake up
Love should take me to sleep

Where are you love

has it been so long
I haven't touched

the last time I kissed

deja vu
well

where is love hiding

playing hide and seek

are you coming soon
waiting for you
can't find you
looking around

so I'll anticipate

I love
I live

Saw it coming
months away
in my sleep
in my dreams
an afternoon
midnight silence
I saw it coming
miles away
heard it in the wind
water screamed
to me
I saw it coming
in a tree
in a cloud
in my frown
my eyes screamed at me
I failed
I failed
I failed
do you want to know more about me now
I'm not perfect
do you want to talk to me now
I saw it coming
I just didn't want you to see it
I saw it coming
I failed
I knew every morning
this was coming
I didn't care
I still kept going

Now that I've failed
everyone screams at me
everyone looks at me
everyone asks for me
now that I've failed
everyone wants to scare me
I'm weak
I'm not perfect
I'm sorry I took off my mask
when you least expect it

you must hate me now
I should blame myself

broken down
small town
sleeping on the phone
do you even hear him
He can't hear you
growing my nails
I'm out of control
winter faded away
stuck between wet cold clouds
full of warm water

oh god
I hate all of this

oh god
you don't exist

oh god
I'm alone

there's no one to look for in the dark

oh god
I'm coming to an end

oh god
it's the coming of age