when the clouds bleed red
I cry blue

give me the world
in exchange for my soul

shush child
don't speak of the devil in this household

closed my head
my youth poured down my chin
out my nose

a vicious cycle
among spirits who don't believe in his tongue

the shadows by the window taught me
I believe in his truth

forfeit my soul
hallelujah
all praise
the hungry green-eyed triangle

I have all the good in my heart
now the world is mine

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ᴡʜᴇɴ ᴅᴏ ʏᴏᴜ ᴇᴠᴇʀ Fᴇᴇʟ Sᴏʀʀʏ

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                        ­ʏᴏᴜ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴏɴ ᴀSᴋɪɴɢ Fᴏʀ ᴘɪᴛʏ
ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ Fᴇᴇʟ Sᴏʀʀʏ


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ᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜʀSᴇʟF ʟᴏᴏᴋ ᴘᴀᴛʜᴇᴛɪᴄ  ɴᴏᴡ


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       ɪ'ᴍ ᴏɴʟʏ Sᴏʀʀʏ ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜʀ ɴᴀᴍᴇ

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ʜᴀᴛᴇ ɪS ᴀ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪFᴜʟ ᴛʜɪɴɢ

ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ʟᴜᴄᴋʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ'S ᴀʟʟ I Fᴇᴇʟ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ Sᴇᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ Fᴀᴄᴇ

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the devil has my soul
I can feel it now

accidental cuts and burns
are healing

sitting on the edge
jump
quickly then hospitalized

I love it
when you ask me if I'm okay

you lie and tell me
I'll listen to every word you have to say

even if my knees bleed
it's sweet and refreshing

this summer
I'll melt away
forget about
everything

I don't mind

sitting on the edge
looking into the abyss

someone hates me
i love the feeling

hate me a little more
feels euphoric
it's so relieving
come on tell me I'm the one you hate

love it more
love it when you say it

say it to my face

I'll catch that knife you're trying to stab in my back

this isn't the first or last time

scared to touch
scared to touch
never enough
one more day with her
with her
green trees
green sea
she likes all those boys
I like all those girls
I like her too
I'm too sensitive
too scared
to talk
scared to talk
never enough
one day without her
without her
brown eyes
brown leaves
I like all those songs
she likes them
does she like me
she's hidden away
scared

I saw the demon under my bed
invited
now it lives inside my head

living in a house of balloons
hurts to breathe
can't open the window

I've got scars
my demons love to flaunt

in the darkest alleys
I do things
killing my soul

never liked medicine
I've been drinking potions
drinking coins
coughing up dollar bills

sitting on the coldest couch
what day is it
feel so out of it

what's going on outside
the balloons pop
I can't hear a thing

sober in the morning
afternoon calls
night time falls

keeping all these demons warm

it's the light
it's the light
I can't hear anyone

2 am
where's everyone

3 am
I don't where to go

4 am
I should go to sleep

the cuts are healing
the pain remains

the lies are fading
the truth hides

8 am
where's my head

10 am
let me sleep it off

11 am
it's too late to start over

12 am
I'll pretend it's okay

are we moving on
are we letting go

you can't do so

nothing feels good
I can't fix it

I just wanted to try

we're so good at falling
I must admit
I love the feeling
of letting go

hold my hand
a little tighter
let me place your voice inside a box
can we stay
somewhere
time isn't around
we're so close
we are the same
you've touched
rain
the sun
a snowflake
a tear
we are so different
where are you
me and you
different mornings
different meanings
different scenarios
look into my eyes
stay
somewhere
time
doesn't exist

eat my sadness
eat away

I eat your anger
I'm full

are you done
can I go

this isn't my home
it's yours