don't want your whole life
just want a moment

share this
with me

a memory I can keep
one I will remember forever

every place is temporary
birth and death are permanent

I can't get rid of thoughts
you wish to know everything
regretful wishes you make

you want a fairytale
I can't be your fantasy

wake up
I want you here

if we cherish this
tomorrow will be worthless

comparison kills you
you place yourself so low

pick the petals off me
I look so pretty
till I'm torn apart

hoping for the best
when I feel the worst

you're so cold
please stay warm

you don't ever listen
are you real or part of my imagination

I cover my tattoos
if you love me
I'll hate myself again

I'll ask you a question
I know the answer to

I've known you for a while
why are we still strangers

like two people passing eachother
on a busy street

I don't think we'll ever meet

twist
around
go to bed

maybe I'll find your heart tomorrow

called you
sobbing on the phone

it was new years day
I think you were at a party

answered
so happily

I was on the floor
crying

why me
why me
why did it happen to me

I couldn't believe

time feels like fog

I really had no one
only the silence of surprise

months have passed
I don't like admitting it

please don't make me say
how I've been thinking about

the little things
you did
they still make me smile

I can't forget
the flowers are still inside my chest

you can come back now
come back now

I'm tired of waiting

please don't come back
I don't need that

did I plant flowers inside your heart
are they dead
can I press them

wish you liked me
so I could like myself

it's hard to navigate
through this world
alone

I'm not sure
if I exist
it's hard to recognize myself

I wish you'd love me
so I could love myself

it's hard to learn something good
all I know is the bad

I'm hiding away
from the stars and the moon
I don't want to see them anymore

we never change
we never will

wish you could see me
so I could see myself

hard work for a confusing life

no reason
moments fade too soon

eyes teary
losing my hearing

all my wishes will crush into a black hole
**** me so I can **** myself

I'm nothing but a sad boy
miserable, brooding, misleading

thinking about you when I'm all alone
when I have you I want to go

never satisfied
still curious

can I change
can I change
can I

can't focus
I wanted to find a heart

you're gone
I'm leaving now

trying to cry
terrified

loveless and lost
there's no where to go


what if tomorrow
what if today
my thoughts and memories drown
down the sink

you're online

I found a paperclip in my bathroom
strange place I'll never know

it's disheartening
sadly I won't message you anymore

I won't speak to you anytime soon

if this is a mistake
then I'll regret it later
for now I will try

can't say goodbye
confrontation is my weakness

another night I wash my feet in acid
stop myself from walking back to you