we only talk in the open
this is how it starts
two months pass
I'll make you mine

you'll be mine
just give it time

I'm patient
can't wait for October

taking it slow
I hope to see you soon

I'll let you in
no one has to know

here we go again
falling in love

here I go again
is it safe

you were right
I did find someone else
and I'm so happy it's not you

thought you were cool
I was wrong
now you make me sick

stop chasing me
I'm not someone you can keep

stop talking about me
I'll mess you up
you don't know anything

call me when you grow up

I let you
have your fun

it's entertaining
until I get bored

I can bite your lips
but I'm looking for blood

I hate being lonely
I'm stuck with someone like you

there's no good
in loving you

there's no use
in looking back

I think I'm over
I'm pass that

you were my favorite spiral
so lost

I remember checking the time
making sure you were awake

the pain of missing you
of loving you

lots of eyerolls
from my friends

now you're an embarrassing
memory

you were right
I'll find someone else

I can find another replica of you
if I tried

you're not so special now

intrusive thoughts of you
you're no good

isn't it beautiful
to look forward to see someone

isn't beautiful
to imagine a day
that we can be together

will
you take my hand

I will
take your head

tell me
everything

everything
you know

everything

everything
you don't

it's so beautiful

you're so beautiful

His broken heart was a kaleidoscope,
Through which he still saw his love as colourful with possibilities.
8/9/2021

there was a brief moment
when I wanted to stab you in the heart
I hope it hurts you

I want you to feel the pain
the same way I did

I'm asking for nothing
don't be so selfish

I feel like we're staring at each other
who's going to look away

my pride is everything
don't say it's the death of me

you showed me the worst kind of love
I will never forgive or forget that

I'd never crawl back to anyone
won't ever chase someone

it was so easy to let you go
I knew it would be the last time I'd speak to you

maybe soon
you'll come back to me

not even satisfaction
will bring our love back