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eileen Sep 2021
you're just like him
you're just like him
scares me
to death
who sent you to me
it
terrifies me
all the similarities
I don't want to meet anyone
like him
ever again
ever
in my life
I lied to you
so quick
I was to lie
no hesitation
rolling my eyes
I know this game
I won't fall again
I won't fall
anymore
I don't want to fall
you can try
but I know how to play
this twisted game
of fake love
I'm not glad
not one bit
wish I never met you
I wish I never did
you're another mistake
I could not resist
I know I'm weak
I know that
I know I'm a fool
I won't fall
I won't love anyone
anymore
you're his replica
I swear
it haunts me
the way
I can feel it too
quiet down
little heart of mine
you know how this goes
heartbreak
follows
eileen Sep 2021
I know you're talking to her
oh I think I know

how much
you like
little girls

come on
read me a bedtime story

you know you like it too

I can play this game too

trust me
I know how it goes

I'll act innocent

you want an angel
I'll make myself be one

you want a saint
so I'll wash my sins away

I know
how this game works

I think I know
oh

I know you're talking to her

I can see it

you like little girls

I'm not a little girl

come on
read me a bedtime story

you can be-
eileen Sep 2021
don't message me at all
I feel so much better
ignore me more
forget me too
love me not
promise
it's better this way
look at me in the eyes
I'll show you the worst of me
you're going to realize it's for the best
eileen Sep 2021
my feelings are hurt again
confused at 3 AM
tell me
did you ever love me more than a friend

I don't know
if I want to miss you
a little bit more

you left so fast
I forgot you were ever in my room

you're the
weeds growing inside my heart

keep trying to tear you apart
from the top and to the root

it was different
everything
with you

sorry
I keep thinking about you

you cursed me
I can't sleep
eileen Sep 2021
say its all a misunderstanding
the way you made me feel
so lovely
to so lonely

I can hear my freedom
calling me

I'm not waiting anymore

feel so free
without you

wine tastes so sweet
eileen Sep 2021
will only ask once
don't make me ask again

you're on and off
don't tell me what's wrong

you're the weeds growing back

you must be spinning
you're going to regret it

stop looking for something
there's not a flower you can plant inside my heart

can't you cover it up
you only like an idea of me

what story is playing in your head
why won't you come and see me instead

you're the worst for me
you're not even an option

don't ask me again
keep it to yourself
eileen Sep 2021
I wish I could sing
to sing you all these songs
I wish I could rain
to make you an ocean
I wish I could shine
to be a star in your sky
I wish I was loving
so I could love you
I wish I wasn't troubled
all I do is cause trouble
I wish I could make you gold
you'd be the richest in the world
I wish I could talk
I wish you could read my mind
I wish you didn't need to go
where do we go
I have no direction
you're a good thing
your flaws are slipping through me
and I can't breathe
why don't you go away
there's nothing good
I don't want to make the same mistake
but I'm going to do it again
I know I know
I can see it
can't you prove me wrong
tell me differently
tell me
tell me
I'm wrong
I'm overthinking
I don't even like you
why are you trying to get inside my head
I secretly wish it was him instead
all these feelings are so familiar
are you another lesson
I can't find enough dandelions
how will we make it through this
please stay away from me
you're trying to take me
and I have nothing to give
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