it shouldn't hurt this much
to love you

even if it kills me
slowly

it's worth it

what have you done
you know this is a mistake
but it's too late

we've come this far
too late to go back

I'll always want you
but I can't have you

you're beautifully tainted and flawed

I love you
for reasons I can't say

I wonder how you got inside my heart
I never let you inside

maybe this is love
wish it was stronger
it's weak and falling apart

you're telling me to give up
I wish I could leave you

are we only together and happy
in a fantasy

you're all I want
but that is not enough

I wish I knew what words to say
so you can stay

will anything change your mind

it hurts to know I can't love you

hurts to know
you will leave

you cut me
before I could ever bloom

it'll hurt to forget your name
it'll hurt to erase you from my brain

it hurts that you don't want me
it hurts that you don't want to try

I just want to love you
I just want you

I'm jealous
of whoever will
have your heart

I'm sad
yesterday I was too
because I didn't have you

I'm sad when you're not around
You're sad for reasons unknown

I'll slowly die
waiting for you to come back

come back to me
come back to me
come back to me

just let me know
let let know
before you go

it's scary I know

you say you love me

confusing
because I don't feel an ounce of love from you

if i'll be honest
i'll be honest now

it's very scary
but i want to say it

i don't care if you feel the same anymore
i just want you to know

maybe then
this heavy feeling can go away

i know forever isn't real
but i'll believe/

if it was you

if it was you