I wish I never met you

I can't forget you

i wish i could call you everyday
just to hear your voice

i think i made a mistake
i feel like a fool
for falling

someone i can't have
everything we do leads to nothing

i woke up sad
you were in my dreams again

it's getting worse
you're everywhere i go

a face i don't know
i recognize

as far as you know
i don't care about you anymore

i can't let you know
it hurts me even more

to see us happy
in a place that's not real

i miss the sound of your voice

i saw you in my dreams last night
i can't tell you
what i did

i'll stay
till you tell me to go

i don't think you will
you don't know how to let go

i love the version of you
i created in my head

don't talk
you'll ruin everything

i want you to be
who i want you to be

why can't you be
the perfect boy i imagined

obsessions
i'm summoning you in my dreams
before i go to sleep

i hope you don't care about me anymore

i follow you
around like a fool

i like the feeling
of losing you

your ghost haunts me

you follow me in my sleep

i keep leaving the door open

i just want to touch you

but you're so far away

i want to find you in my dreams again

you're my only hope in this nightmare

keep on haunting me

i'll leave the door open

it's 2 o clock in the morning

waiting to see you soon

you're the pink butterfly on my wall

i should let you go

no

i miss the pain

if I'm not in your sweet dreams
I hope you find me in your nightmares instead

I look at your name
but no motivation

i know you're sad
but what can I do

now
we created a distance

feels so unsafe

when you're broken down
you hide from me

I'm torn apart
you can't share your pain with me

I'll be sad with you

anything to be close by
don't leave

how long will you stay alone
miserable

I can't save you

I can't watch you destroy yourself

everything feels pointless