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eileen Apr 2021
my best friend
don't you miss me yet

I saw a picture of you
you look different
I don't know her

have they erased the girl I know
are you brainwashed

I hope you are stronger
I don't want to believe they killed you

makes me so sad
we don't talk anymore
eileen Apr 2021
I'm avoiding everyone
like everyone ignores me

I'm so tired
of running away like kids

I hate making myself so small

I want to tell you the truth
I didn't mean anything to you

why'd you disappear
like I wouldn't notice

didn't take long for me to realize
I have feelings

my heart broke
a tiny piece I can't replace

I'm so tired of being kind
so tired of being the good guy

vulnerable
so easy to hurt me

why are you calling
did you finally remember me

I'm starting to accept
no one really cares
no one really loves
no one really wants
no one really needs
me
eileen Apr 2021
your love is so cheap
feels like plastic

you know
you're so heartless

so why do you care
if I care less

do you get mad
when you're lonely

do you get mad
when you have no one

you act like you didn't have it coming
eileen Apr 2021
all my friends push me away
I know they're not okay

I sit and wait
till they return

I feel so alone
do we not have trust?

it's so exhausting  
you're so depressing

I know
I've been there

they will learn soon
if they keep pushing
people will leave

I really want to
eileen Mar 2021
I made a rainbow inside my room

it was too late to tell you
hurts to know we lost each other

I don't keep photographs
regret not taking one of you

wish I could find someone
no one has what we had

over my head to think
we could get away with secrets and lies

they were the best of you
and made me a villain in disguise

to the people
I hate the most
they don't know
the roles are reversed

I made it rain inside my room
I haven't cried for you
but I missed you
on a late afternoon

you made me tell you more than I should
where did you keep all my darkest and shallow feelings

maybe I meant nothing to you
desperately need to know if you're missing me too

I can forgive you
for all the talk overs
and the miscommunication

will you forgive me
for leaving you behind

I made a memory of you

it's vivid and
full of color

I can feel it so much
it hurts
eileen Mar 2021
it hurts when you're all alone
you start to hear every little noise

something so quiet
or it's so loud

waiting for tomorrow to end
I feel like there's no beginning
eileen Mar 2021
I can't open my eyes
everywhere I look
you're everywhere

why did you have to leave your mark
you were my first love and first heartbreak


I want to burn everything
that you gave me

I store it away instead
I don't want to forget

you melt away
inside my head
every night
I try to move on

like a scent
I can't get rid of

you follow me
inside out

you remember everything

I'm so close
I want to
burn two candles
to tear us apart
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