I'm the most indecisive perfectionist

you don't want to admit you hate me

can you change me

please tell me what to do

it's not fun and right

how much does it cost to ask permission
must've been expensive for you

you're a poor man

how much does it cost
it's so expensive
to respect a woman

I don't want drama
drama
drama


I smiled and said it's okay

I lie so easily
it's all fun and games

you messed with me
of course I was going to ruin your life

did you think differently
did you sleep peacefully
the night you ruined my life

it's not fun
it's not right

but it's so expensive
how much does it cost

now you know
I can laugh now

oh it's so fun
to have the power you don't have anymore

speak up
yes I did

are we still friends

how sorry can you be

it will never mean anything

we shouldn't sit in the same room alone
my mistake for ever trusting you

an ounce of kindness
got me into a hell of a mess

I want you to sleep
so I can crawl into your nightmares

are we still friends now
are you sorry now

there's nothing to say
we're like building blocks falling over
I can't stand still

I have nothing to say
I keep my mouth shut

you don't have to ask me again
l trace over my blue veins

don't come over
I don't need you breathing over me

I trust no one
there's no point

you never see the stop sign
keep on going

I still fall asleep thinking about
the night I messaged you goodnight
while you slept in the other room

we haven't spoke in years
it never feels like tomorrow


I hoped one day you would miss me
call me to say you're sorry

some relationships are never fixed
some are nonexistent

one day I'll buy white roses
think of you for a second or two

why did you ruin something so sweet
something so innocent

you can't ever erase
I will never forget

you made me feel pretty
in the most disgusting way