my feet are killing me
we don't talk anymore

someone entertains you
you leave me all alone

ignoring me for someone else

must be nice to have someone to hug at the end of the day

no one ever makes me food anymore these days

and when she leaves
I'll be waiting for you

the door is unlocked
you're my sweet poison

must be nice to have someone who cares
I don't think I've felt loved in years

dying to have someone touch me
even if I flinch and scream

we always come apart
this distance I recognize

must be nice to have someone by your side

my best advice is
buy flowers in the cold
the flowers never grow old

weeks pass
they still hold themselves together

a vase without water
eternal flowers

reminding me of the eighteenth of november

maybe tomorrow I'll wake and be the person I want to be
maybe I won't make the same mistakes

I wish I didn't have to see my face
why must I speak out loud

feels so good to be far away from you again

regret the day I ever went back to you

love you more this way

without all the suffering and pain

I don't cry anymore

I'm so free

you will never let me go

I'll let you go

no more forgetting

I remember what you did

no more forgiveness

I'll never accept an apology

you thought you hid the key

silly

I locked myself within you

I easily let myself out

wish I could make money off poems
money doesn't grow on words

somedays I don't see the sun
the moon hides away

feels like I'm a curse
I wish I was alone

I feel guilty for lying
the only way no one can judge me

too protective
too embarrassed

never wanted to get older
left myself somewhere dark

wish things were different when I was young
nothing can be done

hello angel
what's your name
feel you breathing down my neck

playing hide and seek
when we're both transparent

I'm from another world
how do you know my language

we don't use words
all we know is emotion

you're like a new color to my eyes

I let you hug my soul

kept me warm

please come visit me again

anxiety is eating away my teeth

I can't go to sleep

tell my guardian angels

I'm losing my mind

I feel myself falling apart

I'll be back in a few days