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Qualyxian Quest Dec 2022
I am quite familiar with Neverland
Quite familiar with fire
Asia has the bullet trains
Suffering is caused by desire

I showed her my Uniquity
Truthful - not a liar
Carolina Inn
Where I'd like to fly her

But I live alone
No longer 17
Her eyes are ocean blue
My eyes Seattle green

I wish her the very best
I toast what might have been
Before I take my rest
Some good thing between

                 Jolene!
Qualyxian Quest Apr 2023
Liberal should be generous
Aristotle's great souled man
I'm not an Academic
Try to do the best I can

Ishmael a reader
War in Afghanistan
I steal need her
Plot and place and plan

University of Chicago
Her body wet and tan
Religious architecture
Long ago the world began

Election 2024
***** gonna hit the fan
Much time alone
Lost Boy, Peter Pan

            Forward!
Qualyxian Quest Sep 2020
The signs at times do come
They come with some real wonder

I wait and meditate
The tree I wai Thai under

Deer again today
Yesterday as well

What I'd like to say
Ain't no tongue can tell

She is Wendy Darling
I Todd Witherell
Qualyxian Quest Jul 2021
By the time you reach 52
You know it's all Absurd
You do what you can do
Though silence is all that's heard
Yes, if I truly knew
Men on first and third
I'd sacrifice deep left
Play at the plate but vision blurred

                   Safe!
Qualyxian Quest Apr 2023
2 outs in the 7th
Harry Carey, Chicago Cubs
Father Andrew Greeley
Animals not clubs

Oracular at times
Oracular, I admit
But oracles can be wrong
Gonna have to interpret it

Moran, McCarthy, Malahide
Daddy Mac, Moynihan
Susan Darlene Meek
Ishmael, Afghanistan

I play the long term game
Run the distance race
Centuries, not decades
Aliens in space?

        Gonna have to chase ...
Qualyxian Quest Mar 2023
Keep seeing those black birds
       Men on 1st and 3rd
             Terror talk

                    Balk!
Qualyxian Quest Feb 2023
Psychofears of punishment
Shame and humiliation
Walk around my place
Try to take it slow

She gave me the gift of travel
London, Paris, Rome
Thailand, Land of the Free
The Buddha in her home

John Singer Sargent
Her very favorite painter
Ms. Jane Austen
Her very favorite tome

English country dancing
Yes, she showed me that
2 outs in the 7th
God's got a couple more at bats
Qualyxian Quest Aug 2020
Paul coming to visit
And Paul Simon on my stereo

Often I'm depressed
But his music makes me merryo

From earliest childhood
50 ways to leave your lover

When it's late in the evening
What will we disover?
Qualyxian Quest Dec 2021
Two turtledoves
And please courage to love.
Qualyxian Quest Jun 2020
The emotion. The emotion.
            Life as pain.
         Wind Whispers
Qualyxian Quest May 2021
My mind is filled with fear
But my heart reaches out

I love the gentle deer
I stay quiet; do not shout

Help my poor soul
Help me work a daily job

Step by step by step
I throw the big man a nice lob

                       Basket.
Qualyxian Quest Apr 2020
King Lear Act 1 Scene 1

"Lear: Meantime we shall express our darker purpose.
Give me the map there.  Know we have divided in three our kingdom; and it is our fast intent
to shake all cares and business from our age, conferring them on younger strengths while we unburthen'd crawl toward death. Our son of Cornwall, and you, our no less loving son of Albany, we have this hour a constant will to publish our daughters' several dowers, that future strife may be prevented now. The princes, France and Burgundy, great rivals in our youngest daughter's love, long in our court have made their amorous sojourn and here to be answered.

Tell me, my daughters -

Which of you shall we say
Doth love us the most?"

- William Shakespeare


From the Prayer of St. Francis (the Holy Fool):

"O Divine Master,

Let me not seek so much
To be consoled
As to console
To be understood
As to understand
To be loved
As to love.

For it is in giving
That we receive
It is in pardoning
That we are pardoned
And it is in dying
That we are born
Into eternal life."

St. Francis of Assissi
Just to be crystal clear, these are both quotations. I did not write either of these.

I am just juxtaposing them (like my literary hero, David Markson).

I have noticed that King Lear is often performed on April Fool's Day.

I've been struck for a long time by the difference highlighted in these two quotes about loving and being loved.
Qualyxian Quest Nov 2020
Sometimes poems just for fun
Language comes out to play

Sunlight in the evening
Moonlight in the day

Frabjous joy, Frabjous joy
My sons: Callooh! Callay!

I remember that red stroller
All around sweet old Taipei!
Qualyxian Quest Oct 2022
2 spiders on my way home tonight
Noiseless, patient, climbing
Silence at the gas station
Silence leads to rhyming

Uncle Walt's barbaric Yawp
Vertigo for Todd
Spinning, spinning, spinning
The rhymes come out like God

Episcopalien
Chapel of the Cross
Life comes from death
Good comes from evil

        Poetry from loss
Qualyxian Quest Jul 2021
Jesus was mythologized
Because of the way he died.

George W. was exposed
Because of the way he lied.
Qualyxian Quest Dec 2020
The comfort when the headache flees
Relief, pleasure, relief

The mother told her son the priest
For God sake kid, be brief!

I remember a long ago guard
His name was Sidney Moncrief

Gonna ride those slow go ferry boats
Yo Seattle! You're my chief.
Qualyxian Quest Oct 2023
I was in Japan for 2 weeks
Amazement, rolling wonder
Arigato, Rieko
Thank you very much

Life is solitude
A kind of isolation
Do we meet, Easy Street?
Meet but do not touch

Miso soup
Verdi cries
Religions
Without a crutch

               And such ...
Qualyxian Quest Jun 2020
Tokyo train
Kyoto rain
     wed
3
Qualyxian Quest Sep 2021
3
1:37 and I'm awake
Crickets chirp cheep cheep

Facebook for family friends
I took a little leap

Ordinary life
A few days, then we die

Crickets sing to bring
Yo know don't know why

       Aye! Aye! Aye!
3
Qualyxian Quest Jul 2023
3
I know I'm ridiculous
Bipolar, obsessed, lost
Hemingway, Eliot, Melville
Poe, Emily, Frost

Grateful for good sleep
Talk with my son
Cranberry juice with lime
History 101

Don't believe in politics
Or newspapers. Or Donald Trump.
France for 2 weeks
Michelle Obama fist bump

Tired. Sad. Tired.
Wishing she was here
Drifting toward death
I drive. You steer.

           3 beautiful deer
3
Qualyxian Quest Aug 2021
3
So I die unknown
That's ok with me

I couldn't handle fame
Too shy for publicity

Do I die alone?
We will have to see

Do I die in You?
Will You live in me?

  1 and 1 makes 3.
3
Qualyxian Quest Jul 2021
3
Thank you for reading, dear reader
My mind bleeds in words
Night has come again
I don't think she heard

Seattle ferryboats
Rockets to Europa
I do have despair
I mean not much hopa

Licorice tonight
Tacos for lunch tomorrow
The world is sweetly sad
The beauty. The pain. The sorrow.
3
Qualyxian Quest May 2021
3
My whole adult life: depression
Two women not my wife: confession

                      Madness!
3
Qualyxian Quest Aug 2023
3
3 is the magic number
So is 37
So is 72
Bert be home Blyleven

I'll die and be forgotten
Thus it comes to pass
Dublin meant to be
She was a grand wee lass

Snowfall shunyata
Please protect my sons
3333
Taipei 101

Tidal pools in Monterrey
Som tam, Thai iced tea
Shamanistic mystic
Apart - xie xie ni

       Beauty Baltic Sea

                     T
3
Qualyxian Quest May 2021
3
*** and death and death and God
Yes I am obsessed and my name is Todd

Beach Boys on my stereo
My life more than a little odd

Fear is an oppression
Got to fight it back

Silent meditation
Bangkok. Taipei. Seattle my destination.
3
Qualyxian Quest Aug 2020
3
When the anxiety comes
Patience

When the memories come
Asians

Fight not yet over
Newman Center, UNC

Sunt lacrimae rerum
But she wished joy to me

                  3.
3
Qualyxian Quest Feb 2023
3
So I was given the Death Obsession
What a gift for me!
Haven't died quite yet
My children number 3

Who then devised the Torment?
Eliot says it was Love
That ain't clear to me yet
But I give thanks for Andy Dove

I do pray for the animals
Black birds soar above
Huskies on my walk
I got a left hand baseball glove

Amazed by David Markson
A Solitary Man was he
Patientia
Ry and the Rowan tree

     Nashville. Knoxville. Oui.
3
Qualyxian Quest Jan 2021
3
Not to be born is best, said Sophocles
But, of course, he had 3 sons

So do I ye nay sayers
They are my darling ones

The depression comes; I lie in bed.
I sleep away the days

This life is an Absurdity
Relentlessly the maze

But still I call my growing boys
Their voices give me hope

Only silence is my theology
But I like this Francis Pope

O my sons! my sons!
Help me endure and cope.
3
Qualyxian Quest Jul 2021
3
When he leaves, the sadness returns
Fatherhood from a distance
52 and solo
My poems my resistance

Life doesn't proceed as planned
Time is the Cross
Time is also our only chance
Bruce Springsteen is the Boss

Concert in Louisville
My brother and my sons
Mark Rothko chapel
I'm the lonely one

Agony with women
I'll probably die alone
I think I've gone soul swimmin'
The Whale! The mail! Oh Rome!
3
Qualyxian Quest Jul 2023
3
I've followed Cornel West for 30 years
Amazed he's gonna run
Taxis home at night
From Taipei 101

I don't believe in abortion
Which is why I have 3 sons
Don't believe in the American Empire
Don't believe in American guns

Do believe in Susan Meek
Land of the Midnight Sun
Do believe in basketball
Un pequito fun

                  Hoopin'!
3
Qualyxian Quest Feb 2023
3
My father was a flyer
Sometimes so am I
It ain't over yet, mom
Please help Scott and Ry

Probably it's China
Dim Sum in Hong Kong
Me and Mason Nation
Mr. Harry Wong

Probably it's China
Won ton soup for me
Taxis in Taipei
We say xie xie ni

The Tao is speechless silent
She leaves a recipe
We watch the Wizards game
He plays destiny

          ****. Chang. Li.
3
Qualyxian Quest Mar 2020
3
Just a few poems
Doesn't amount to much

Often fairy tales
Nothing you can touch

I sleep again till 3
A little window light

I dreamt of Fr. Greeley
A man of much insight

               Tucson Train!
3
Qualyxian Quest Dec 2021
3
I can set religion aside
Just live daily life
Grateful for my sons
Fearful for my wife

Quiet little room
Sleep, waking, sleep
In but out of the USA
Dreaming of the deep

Nothing lasts forever
Even the pain will fade
Help me appreciate
Basketball gets played

Help me be not afraid.
3
Qualyxian Quest Oct 2023
3
Talked with all 3 tonight
              xie xie ni
             fatherhood
3!
Qualyxian Quest Apr 2021
3!
America is so sick
Virus, shootings, wars

Pornographic politics
Pornographic ******

I am not a saint
I sometimes settle scores

I am still a point guard
From my passes you'll get yours

                      3!
3.
Qualyxian Quest Jun 2020
3.
There is now
No good news

Virus running wild


All we do
Is choose

Try to protect our child


Human life
Is short

Filled with misery

I'm on
The basketball court

The glowing moon I see

3.
30
Qualyxian Quest Dec 2023
30
I'm no runnin' rebel
I sleep late and long
Iraq had no WMD
The American right so wrong

I told her that I love her
Took me 30 years
All these missed appointments
Tears in the fears

               loved ones dear
Qualyxian Quest Jul 2019
modern times madness
         hidden places
            egressivity
Qualyxian Quest Apr 2023
I'm close to the Gnostics at times
Know the Gospel of Thomas
Believe Jesus was gay
But I don't wanna be one

I believe in faith
Have read Things Not Seen
My Irish eyes are green
Pray Thy will be done

Hagia Sophia
Asian Mother Mary
I've known the unusual
But revere the ordinary

So much rain today
Wordle from my dad
Sad
Grey

          Water Way
Qualyxian Quest Dec 2022
I'm close to the Gnostics at times
Know the Gospel of Thomas
Believe Jesus was gay
But I don't wanna be one

I believe in faith
Have read Things Not Seen
My Irish eyes are green
Pray Thy will be done

Hagia Sophia
Asian Mother Mary
I've known the unusual
But revere the ordinary

So much rain today
Wordle from my dad
Sad
Grey

          Water Way
Qualyxian Quest Dec 2020
The stillness of the shadows
Of the blinds upon the wall

Stillness.
Still is all.
303
303
Lonely hotel room
  Little cell phone
Snowfall shunyata
Qualyxian Quest Dec 2022
53 and falling
Not one step closer
Rain all day today
Ice upon the trees

Not much hope
I'm kinda ridiculous
Wishes that don't come true
Please, baby, please

I wish you well, Mr. Keillor
The Writer's Almanac is wonderful
America is not chosen
I ponder cosmic seas

Trappist 1, my sons
Extrasolar water
Please protect her daughters
My life one long disease

      But good things come in 3s
Qualyxian Quest Apr 2023
53 and falling
Not one step closer
Rain all day today
Ice upon the trees

Not much hope
I'm kinda ridiculous
Wishes that don't come true
Please, baby, please

I wish you well, Mr. Keillor
The Writer's Almanac is wonderful
America is not chosen
I ponder cosmic seas

Trappist 1, my sons
Extrasolar water
Please protect her daughters
My life one long disease

      But good things come in 3s
Qualyxian Quest Sep 2022
Alas, I have despair
Wish I did not but I do
Super Superstitious
Souped up 72

I keep on writing because ...
Reno Rendezvous
Fall is 37
37 is mystic view

        Krakow crew
Qualyxian Quest Aug 2023
Dreaming of Chinese Hermits
                 Taiwan
                Red Pine
Qualyxian Quest Sep 2020
3:07 p.m.
I'm tired but I'm grateful

I remember Copenhagen
Kierkegaard on the map

She wished me abundant joy
I won't see her like Regine

But those words
Ah! Indeed gave me a Zap!
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