The more I think about it
The clearer I can see
That you & I were meant to be
But only in a memory...

To vanish must be sweet
Goodbye bitter memories
Goodbye bitter love
Goodbye bitter nights.

To vanish must be better
No more shattered expectations
No more shattered heart
No more shattered soul.

So tell me
where should I go.
To the left
where no one is right,
or to the right
where everyone left?

depression.
it's like the heaviness in your backpack.
as you start to go on your journey it's light, but as you continue on people start filling them with rocks.
the more society rejects you the bigger and heavier the rocks get.
you can't ever escape.
it crushes down on you, making even the simplest things like tying your shoes or chewing your food seem like a twenty-mile hike uphill.
it's part of you; it's in your blood and bones.
and it's impossible to escape

unless you give up

unless you let go of that backpack

unless you alleviate that heaviness

unless you remove you

Welcome to society,
We hope you enjoy your stay,
And please feel free to be yourself,
As long as it's in the right way.
...........................................................­
Welcome to society,
We promise that we won't deceive,
And one more rule now that you are here,
There's no way that you can leave.
-E.H.

he was ******* sad.

that's it.

that's all there is to it.

he knows that life is never going to get any different for him.

that there's no fixing him.

it'll always be the same, monotonous, depressing *******.
boring.lonely.boring.lonely

he just wants it to be over.

and so do I

7/11 store
you want some some m&m's?
yah sure ok
gets a random one*
don't!...uh sorry just, don't get the blue ones.
why?
uh, i'm saving them for someone
who?
someone who'll never come

don't come near me
don't touch me
don't talk to me
the 3 principles
"gods, she really does hate me"
so easily misinterpreted
please come near me
please touch me
please talk to me