So tell me
where should I go.
To the left
where no one is right,
or to the right
where everyone left?

depression.
it's like the heaviness in your backpack.
as you start to go on your journey it's light, but as you continue on people start filling them with rocks.
the more society rejects you the bigger and heavier the rocks get.
you can't ever escape.
it crushes down on you, making even the simplest things like tying your shoes or chewing your food seem like a twenty-mile hike uphill.
it's part of you; it's in your blood and bones.
and it's impossible to escape

unless you give up

unless you let go of that backpack

unless you alleviate that heaviness

unless you remove you

Welcome to society,
We hope you enjoy your stay,
And please feel free to be yourself,
As long as it's in the right way.
...........................................................­
Welcome to society,
We promise that we won't deceive,
And one more rule now that you are here,
There's no way that you can leave.
-E.H.

he was ******* sad.

that's it.

that's all there is to it.

he knows that life is never going to get any different for him.

that there's no fixing him.

it'll always be the same, monotonous, depressing *******.
boring.lonely.boring.lonely

he just wants it to be over.

and so do I

7/11 store
you want some some m&m's?
yah sure ok
gets a random one*
don't!...uh sorry just, don't get the blue ones.
why?
uh, i'm saving them for someone
who?
someone who'll never come

don't come near me
don't touch me
don't talk to me
the 3 principles
"gods, she really does hate me"
so easily misinterpreted
please come near me
please touch me
please talk to me

I **** at mathematics but i do know this:
"no matter how high a number is
there will always be a number higher"
the logic is just too philosophical
it just means that no matter how good you think you are
there will always be someone better than you
simple as that

"the past is in the past"
yeah right
that's what they always say
but just because something is in the past
doesn't mean it'll go away
it's already there and it'll always be there
and if you don't know what i mean by "it"
i mean that void in your soul
that slowly corrupts and consumes you
Is that emo enough for you?
do you think i'm faking all of this?
do you think i'm just over-think until my thoughts drown me?
do you think i'm pretending?
i may be a liar but i'm not dissembler
you knew i couldn't handle it, i'm not a fighter
but you didn't care, i could've thrown myself off the building and you wouldn't have known
so that's what i did
goodb--


the hard,rough and cold cement hit her hard, such a shame she will never be able to finish her sentence