i feel like...
i just love you so much
that´s it,
that´s all i can think of
my love
for you
and i know
love is a big word
it is a heavy word
but it´s also something
i truly feel
for you

you always make me feel so
happy
and
lucky
and
loved
and yet you manage to make me feel so
empty
and
hurt
and
alone
so won´t you please tell me
why?
because that´s all i need to know
.... why?

Are you okay?
Are you alright, are you fine, are you good?
Are you adequate, are you decent?
Are you emotionally stable, sleeping without crying, smiling because you want to?
Are you breathing without questioning, are you waking up without trying, are you eating without throwing up?
Are you reading this poem right now and thinking no?
Are you thinking for the first time, will I ever be okay?

You will be okay.
You will be alright, you will be fine, you will be good.
You will be adequate, you will be decent.
You will be emotionally stable, you will sleep without crying, and smile for the happiness blooming inside of you.
You will breathe without questioning, you will wake up to a new day, you will eat easily
You
are going to be okay.
So please smile sunshine
It’s a fine new day
To be okay :)

- a.g.