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  Jul 2014 Ally
Natasha
I knew too well that somewhere
along the line I had lost it
I took a wrong turn
ventured into the unknown
played with aliens
& enticed monsters
until then did I crumble
in a world foreign to my heart
I knew too well that somewhere along the line
I had lost the way
If I knew where
I swear by my vanity
I would have raced back in time
just to turn back & take right turn cause
******* I took a wrong turn
Ally Jul 2014
Your lips are like poison but I'm ready to die.
Ally Jul 2014
I told you that you could leave when you wanted to, so long as you didn't slam the door and take my heart with you when you went, and you told me that you'd never leave, you promised to love me forever.
Hesitant as I was, I learned to trust the words you said to me over the phone at three in the morning. Silly me, I should have known you were spitting poison down my throat the entire time, waiting until I looked away before you set fire to everything I thought I was. You slammed the door so hard I swear it almost came off its hinges and all the pictures hanging on the wall almost shattered on the floor. My heart and my sanity must have packed themselves in your bag when you left because I haven't been able to get out of bed in six days and I feel so fragile I could break if you called. I guess my mom was right when she told me to watch where I fell because sometimes puddles can be lakes and when I called her crying at four am screaming, "BUT HE PROMISED MOM, OH GOD HE PROMISED HE'D NEVER LEAVE" she had nothing to say but "I told you so."
Ally Jul 2014
5/16
Thanks for driving me home, I had fun. Tell your mom she's a wonderful cook. I'll call you in the morning.

5/30
I think I left my cardigan in your car. I guess that gives us an excuse to hang out after school. Text me tomorrow.

6/12
My mom wants you to come over for dinner tomorrow. Call me if you can. She makes an amazing stew. Love you.

6/29
I love you so much. Call me tomorrow.

7/20
I can still feel your fingertips on my face. I love you.

8/1
I'm sorry about your grandpa, call me if you need anything. My mom made stew again and she wants me to bring it by. I love you.

8/19
I skipped history so I could get drunk behind the football field again. I've already had three shots but I'm sure you could catch up. Meet me down here.

8/20
Thanks for driving me home again. I'm sorry I threw up on your passenger seat. I'll buy you a seat cover. I love you.

9/2
I think I'm more drunk than I've ever been. I don't know where I'm at. Can you come get me?

9/3
I know you're mad at me but you could at least answer my calls.

9/7
Hey, it's getting dark and I'm getting drunk. Come over.

9/30
I really need you. Call me?

10/16
It's almost 4 am. You forgot to call me tonight. That's okay though, I forgive you. I have a lot to tell you. Call me when you wake up.

11/1
The first time you kissed me I could taste the ***** on your lips. When he kissed me last night I tasted the beer you couldn't stand.

11/30
Please come over. Your lips are poison but I'm ready to die.

12/9
I miss you.

12/23
Tell your mom I said Merry Christmas. And take care of yourself, I know you drink a lot during the holidays.

1/1
My new years resolution was to get over you. It was going good until I took four shots and accidentally called you instead of deleting your number.

1/7
You ******* ripped my heart out and threw it against the wall and when I cried you spit poison into my veins. You're a ******* monster.
Ally Jul 2014
5/16
Thanks for driving me home, I had fun. Tell your mom she's a wonderful cook. I'll call you in the morning.

5/30
I think I left my cardigan in your car. I guess that gives us an excuse to hang out after school. Text me tomorrow.

6/12
My mom wants you to come over for dinner tomorrow. Call me if you can. She makes an amazing stew. Love you.

6/29
I love you so much. Call me tomorrow.

7/20
I can still feel your fingertips on my face. I love you.

8/1
I'm sorry about your grandpa, call me if you need anything. My mom made stew again and she wants me to bring it by. I love you.

8/19
I skipped history so I could get drunk behind the football field again. I've already had three shots but I'm sure you could catch up. Meet me down here.

8/20
Thanks for driving me home again. I'm sorry I threw up on your passenger seat. I'll buy you a seat cover. I love you.

9/2
I think I'm more drunk than I've ever been. I don't know where I'm at. Can you come get me?

9/3
I know you're mad at me but you could at least answer my calls.

9/7
Hey, it's getting dark and I'm getting drunk. Come over.

9/30
I really need you. Call me?

10/16
It's almost 4 am. You forgot to call me tonight. That's okay though, I forgive you. I have a lot to tell you. Call me when you wake up.

11/1
The first time you kissed me I could taste the ***** on your lips. When he kissed me last night I tasted the beer you couldn't stand.

11/30
Please come over. Your lips are poison but I'm ready to die.

12/9
I miss you.

12/23
Tell your mom I said Merry Christmas. And take care of yourself, I know you drink a lot during the holidays.

1/1
My new years resolution was to get over you. It was going good until I took four shots and accidentally called you instead of deleting your number.

1/7
You ******* ripped my heart out and threw it against the wall and when I cried you spit poison into my veins. You're a ******* monster.

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