I was sitting in the dark
While the dog started to bark
But I was so lost in my mind
That not even the dog interupted my mind
I thought of how my life is about
I thought of my country and it's where abouts
I though of my people who suffer for food
And how I am hopeless to to lift off the load
I wanted to give them hope
But I could not lie to make them feel good
The world have no mercy
Not even a human life is considered worthy
Hate is the new fashion and selfish is our passion
Give your heart and you are weak be kind and you are stupid and people let you weep
You know it's hard to live like this
But I hope you and I can change this
It is difficult to accept change but it's the only way to make people live safe.
To love each other even if it's the only way
Cause in the end we are all the same
We are made from the same sand and mud
We should love each other and in God we should trust

Dear Almighty,

Thk you

For keeping me alive for another year
For giving me the best birthday gift in my parents
You've given me way more than i've ever deserved
Help me get on the right path
I don't want to be a candidate of your wrath
Please keep my parents and all my relatives healthy and happy
Help me achieve all my dreams
Help me give back to my parents those years of sacrifice they've done for me
Give me the strength and courage to help others
Help me become someone worthy of being called a man
Always help me stay humble
Always help me maintain my dignity
Always help me remain strong

I don't want cars
I don't want money
I don't want houses
I just want peace of mind

With your grace and mercy,i hope to see another one next year

I wish to be the best
I want to be the best
But is talk is all that's left
Am I going to leave everything to rest
Or should I work and pass the test
Well will I leave the net
That's holding me back from being the best
I know the road is long but I am ready for the test
I pray to God because without him I would never achieve
I wouldn't be ever recive the gifts  that I already have
I want to get out of my chest that I would never accomplish anything and that I would never be the best.
I am stuck in a black hole where I believe nothing is going my way and as much as I fight I find out I fall even deeper.
I never gave up but as I go my emotions play it's game
I feel down a lot and sometimes it gets to a point where I feel insane
I question myself wether I will ever reach my goal
Will I be the best doctor the world has ever known
Or will I still fall back to the unknown.
Am I a good person or am I hurting people's souls
These questions I ask everyday I wake up and when I go home
I wish I had no worries I even fear being alone
I hope I can deal with this pressure and move on but only God will help me get out of this dome.

I always said I can live without love
Its because you are the only one I would ever love
Every time your name is said I can't stop but to think of the woman I really wanted to spent my love with
It's something I can't get over with
You took my heart and made it yours
I can't even get it back without being hurt or worse
I love you even if you loved me in reverse .
I want to disperece my body into ashes to see you up close .
You think after the love I had for you for all these years I would turn my back and say goodbye forever.
I left you but that was because I never felt I would be the one you want without a job or even worse.
I never felt you loved what I am and how I looked to you at all.
Although I saw you the prettiest woman in the universe.
I wrote a lot of poems but all of them is because you are the one the drive the pen and the mind to write.
All that my ink spells is your name and the love I wanted to have with you .
I hope you are happy and living a beautiful life and found a guy who loves you more than I do.
By the way I still have you number because forgetting you is almost insane.
You are the addiction that no doctor or pharmacist can treat.
I love you forever you know who you are and I hope you think of me the same

You see things,
you keep quiet about them
and you understand.
Because life changes, friends leave
and life doesn't stop for anybody.

You feel more deeply, isolated
your true heart, so understated
but things you see
as they flicker by
keep that strong resolution within held high.

Pain & suffering are always
inevitable for a large
intelligence and a deep heart.

Time stands still
as life takes your photo
feeling outcasted like Quasimodo.
Life is but a tapestry
one part you and another, me.

You are confined by the
walls you build yourself.

*But never limited to your imagination and desire

She's very much alive
But she is dead to me
The decision wasn't mine
She wanted to be
A tombstone in my mind
A grave inside my heart
A perpetual funeral
That has no end or start
There is no wreath to set
No flowers to lay
The only place that this exists
Is buried in my wake